Weeks passed wala parin eto may hang over parin ako nung huling nakasama ko si sophy..oo yung dinner namin yung huling pagkikita haha joke exaggerated naman pag ganun pag uusap namin yun yun! dahil sa school di na pwede. Fuck that rule kasi! Nasa garden ako umiinom ng Red Horse. ano? masama ba uminom? pampalipas oras lang naman ng pinagdadaanan. I was looking at the star when someone entered the garden and lay down on the grasses.
"Are you okay little brother?" Si ate cil?
"What kind of question is that unnie?"
"Seriously? am i that dumb for you?" Huh ano meron kay ate?, wala naman akong alam na ginagawa am i that obvious para malaman niya?
"what do you mean ate?"
"Lately you've been acting so weird. the jolly dominic i know became a lonely one. this past days when you come home you look like pale and you walk like zombie. can you share me what's wrong?"
"hahaha ate your so funny hahaha"
"No Dom you are.. Is this about her again? or sophy?"
"None of---"
"May mga tao talaga na kailangang kalimutan,iwan at hindi na dapat pang maalala but they leave much scars that even yourself won't heal alone. sometimes you need someone to heal it because you're not that strong to handle it open again your heart and malay natin she will be the one."
Unnie's right I can't heal it alone cause im not that strong but how can i heal if i know no one to help me?
"How can i heal it if i know no one to---"
"No! dominic I think you know her you just let her in in your life" sabay akong iniwan. OO tama lahat sinabi ni ate pero i know someone " And one thing more Dom itigil mo na pag iinom mo nakaka isang case ka na matulog ka na may pasok ka pa bukas atsaka si sophy ingatan mo" i don't know but why sophy? I am left speeches sa garden trying to sink in all ate said hay napakasakit na nga sa ulo pinapasakit pa. I think ill just stay here for a while. Shooting star? i remembered when we where together in her last breath
3 years ago
we are at their garden open din nakikita mo yung mga stars nakikita mo yung mga shooting stars yung mga maliliwanag na ilaw at yung bilog ng buwan Perfect set up na to for Us
"Dominic" mahinang sabi niya
"Yes? stay?" Sabi ko sakanya habang nakasandal siya sa aking dibdib
"Im sorry because I can't be with you until the end im sorry kasi---" di ko siya pinatapos sa sinasabi niya dahil naramdaman ko ang unti unting paglaglag ng mga luha niya
"Don't be sorry stay, I love you everyday and kahit kailan pa yan. I always feel your love and care for me but it's so sad because hindi tayo tatagal" di ko rin alam pero nagsimula na rin ang pagpatakan ng luha ko " I've never wish for a perfect girl but i think im sa blessed eventhough iam a bad boy because God still give me a blessing like you. Minsan nga natatanong ko siya e. Why? Why Ikaw pa? bakit ikaw pa? kung kailan masaya na tayo dun ka niya kukunin? is that karma na? is that all the punishments i must pay? ganun ba talaga kabigat ang nagawa kung kasalanang nagawa ko na pati ang kaligayahan ko kukunin niya? is that what he--"
"Dont utter any words dom Kahit nawala na ako im still there" sabay turo sa langit" im always there guiding you protecting you and watching you, Dominic I've never done something but to love you and love you more and more" at natahinik kaming dalawa At ng tumingin kami sa langit we saw a shooting star "Stay shooting star o!" sabay turo "what's your wish dali" di pa siya sumasagot " Stay tama na sa biro di nakakatawa!" nagsimula ng maglaglagan ang mga luha sa mata ko " Stay?"
"Staycey!"
"Staycey!!!!!!!!" tumayo habang yakap yakap si staycey
Tumulo ang mga luha ko nung maalala ko ang bagay na yun.
"you will always have a space in my heart stay you will akways have" habang pinupunasan ko ang mga luha ko biglang tumunog ang phone ko Text? from sophy? ano kaya naman ito. I clicked my phone then opened the message.
FROM:SOPHY<3
Uy pasok ka bukas ha? come at the school tomorrow,meeting tayo for our project .. Wag tamad ha? pasok ka bukas Goodnight :)
I stared at my phone . I suddenly laugh because of her name at my phone
"I know that smile. Smile ng inlove haha. is that the geirl you want?" si ate cil anong ginagawa niya dito?
"WTH! unnie i thought you're inside , what the hell are you doing here and you read her text?
"shut up dominic andito pa ako oh?" sabay ang pagkurot kurot sa akin " nakita mo yung message niya unnie?" tae nakita niya "yeah but not all i just see the name of sophy in your phone. and i just cheked you up if you're still alive" anong trip ng ate ko sa buhay nito? unnie i love you but you are more crazy than me haha
"Unnie! are you crazy?,, of course im still alive " sarcasticly said by me . she chuckled and hand me over a cofee and a towel. Really blessed to have a sister like her " Thanks unnie"
"Why are you still here?"
"I just checked you nga diba?" sorry naman di ko narinig kanina ate
"I'm here because i just want you to know that it's already 2 am and your still awake" i checked out my phone and shes right
" Oh shit! I need to sleep" i run like there's no tomorrow and then she said" wag ka ng matulog gwapo karin naman e"
"Kailangan rin ng gwapo ang matulog ate, sige una na po ako, thanks saranghe ai love you ate!" i run getting out from the garden when she said " Good to have you back Little brother"
"Nice to be back" and put a smile on my face"
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I was woke by the vibration of my phone. I looked for my phone and then lid my eyes..Yes i found it.. i was about to open my message when i saw what? sophy 13 missed calls ang 51 messages kulit ng babaeng to its still 5 am in the morning tapos gigisingin ako di naman yon excited no? banas! I read her messages
"Huy sleepy head wake up"
"Hey! gising na may project pa tayo" Habang nagbabasa ako bigla siyang tumawag. I hit the green botton and answered it
"Yaah!!! why are you calling so early! I'm still sleeping. Kulang pa ako sa tulog kaya pwede ba?"
"Ay sorry.. basta pumasok ka ha?" sabi niya yung parang nahihiya pa.. teka masyado ata akong harsh sa kanya.
"sorry din.. Oo papasok ako wag kang mag alala. matutulog muna ako ha?" she ended the call.I was left smiling at my bed at subukan ko mang matulog wala na! as in wala na. and another message from her that make me smile more
"Ahh. atsaka Good Morning ha?"
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SOPHY'S POV
Tinawagan ko siya at bumungad sa akin
"Yaah!!! why are you calling so early! I'm still sleeping. Kulang pa ako sa tulog kaya pwede ba?" yan ang ganda ng goodmorning ng taong to e ano?pasalamat siya tinawagan ko pa e.
"Oh! naka busangot mukha mo jan? LQ??" bungad ni nice pagkalabas na pagkalabas ko sa kwarto ko
"Dom?" tanong ni val
"Yeah!" Oo alam na nila i tell them lahat ng nangyare
"bakit mo pa kasi pinatulan yan tuloy nalaglag na ang magandang nerd namin at ang malala sa apat pa"
tss bahala na nga lang..
"tara nalang sa school sige na tara."
"Hay nako sige na nga" naglakad na kami papunta sa sasakyan naman atsaka umalis naa. bat pa kasi ako nahulog dun. nakakatakot :3 bahala na nga
