You must love yourself to live a good life i know you're good
why
Don't you admit it
That you are freaking beautiful
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Y/n's pov:
I would often make stupid scenarios in my head imagining a cool hot guy approaching me asking for my number
brah why am i soo weird?
Ayoo why am i thing about those right now i should focus on more important things like
that jimin's incident i just can't move on
I tried my best to move on but I failed to do so I wonder what was wrong with me I was never like
this.
Being good is fine i thought in my younger days when my friends would be depress and i ask them if anything is wrong and
ask the reason they would just say nah its ok im good but i didn't thought just good is actually no good
usually I would be the one who would comfort others when they are in pain give them hugs when they are in need of it
But now it's my turn to cry and suffer
But no-one is here for me now
no one is here to hug me
Literally no one.....
" y/n...what happen " I heard someone from behind I turned around to see taehyung
"yes? " as I saw taehyung he hugged me then suddenly my tears began to fall automatically this was all new for me he looked at me worriedly
"what happened? don't say there's nothing wrong I know there is something bothering you" he said as he gently wipe my tears
I thought i should tell everything to taehyung as we both never keep secrets and share every secret part of our tiring lives i did told him but end up tearing up
"I love him taehyung but he likes... Someone else "he looked different
he wasn't the usual taehyung he wasn't the taehyung I know
"why him"he suddenly blunt out looking at me
"what? "as I questioned he seems to...nervous I guess
"I... M-mean there are thousands of other men but why him" i looked at him and said "I don't know "this hit my heart I don't really know why I like him
We both talk more he began to change the topic i know why he is doing that, taehyung is a type of guy who would do anything for his love ones well same goes to me he cares and loves me in a friendly way
As both of us talked and chatted a bit and went to our own respected classes other students were also getting inside the classroom i quietly sat on my seat staring at jimin like some kind of freak
Jimin he was smiling brightly like there was no tomorrow his lips curling up his chubby cheeks i wanna pinch them so much i wish
I was the one who made him smile like that....
Then i followed jimin's gazes and saw him staring at yerim who was looking outside the window admiring the nature unaware someone is also admiring her beauty
Why do I feel broken....I should be happy for them
The class was as boring as usual the same teacher same faces like everyday and we just call it a fcvking good day whoa amazing where did i even learn that I don't swear tbh maybe my dumb older brother yoongi
As the class ended I saw someone approaching me it was jimin he looked happy "hey y/n can you set me on a date with yerim......" he said as he looked at me smiling
"oh sure"what did he think of me a cupid he doesn't know how it breaks my heart
As I said that he just thank me and began to walk towards yerim she looks at me and smiled I reciprocate her smile "bye y/n"both of them said at the same time I saw jimin blushing I chuckle sadly and left along with taehyung
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I cried silently looking at a photo this wasn't just a photo it was them
Jimin and yerim together smiling
"they look good"i mumbled and like the post "who" taehyung said before I say anything he snatched the phone and looked at it "it's sh*t you know " I saw him pointing at the photo
"no... they look lovely together "as I said that he looked at me in disbelief.
"liar"he said firmly I looked at him being confuse
"liar if you love him why would you set him on a date with her"he suddenly spoke out.
"he requested me so i wasn't able to say no" he held both of my hands and his eyes locked into mine.
"learn to say no! you ain't a cupid "
A little smile crept into my lips I nodded looking at him "thank you tae for always being there for me I can't imagine my life without you "as I said those my tears began to fall
"awww don't cry"i looked at him he didn't know how much those words met to me "this aren't just tears"he wipe my tears and look into my eyes.
"then what are they "
"they're happy tears...dumbo "
I know it's short
Guys I'm trying my best to make
it long but my stupid brain is just
too small to make some idea
- author nelly
