So now it's 8th grade year and I'm so excited! why? I really am not sure. Anyway we have a new Principal, and well sad news :( Jerrion isn't coming back. Neither is Dj :...( which is even sadder. I hadn't mentioned this in the last part... or to anyone ever! I really did have a soft spot for Dj. I don't know what it was but he was just like AMAZING!. he made me laugh he made me cry I basically feel in love with him since then and it was hard when he told me he wasn't coming back. Even harder because he told me we couldn't talk after he gave his phone to his uncle. It hurt! losing a guy that you've grown so close to. And I mean I told him just about everything! One thing i'll never forget is that everytime I called or texted him he tol me that Gym Class Hero's song Stereo Heart would play. Everytime I hear it I can't bare but to cry at the thought of him.
I walk in the class as happy as can be! I see all my friends meet my teacher.
First Impression of my teacher : He's mean!!!!! and he did not just call me a Drama Queen >:l he doesn't know the half of it!!
The first couple of weeks go easy..... But then there's that thing, the middle school is on lock down. They believe that since so many students are getting suspended and that their yelling and being rude to teachers that it's just a mess! So we can't talk -_- not in the hallways or in the classroom not even at LUNCH!?!?! This was going over board (keeping in mind I have never been suspended a day in my life!)
Anyway.. Here is where the "Him and I" come into place. You remember Davontae? The kid you was like the sidekick or "wingman" to Jerrion. Well no., not anymore at least. Somehow he was different this year, better! no longer a jerk I guess you can say. One day we exchanged numbers and just started talking.
Text Convo:
Davontae: wassup
Me: uhh excuse me? that is not the proper way to greet a person
Davontae: lol alright dang HELLO
Me: better but lose the attitude
Davontae: omg hello
Me: lol hi
Davontae: wow!
Me: yeah
Davontae wyd?
Me: my homework
Davontae: smh you lame
Me: because I like to get my work done?
Davontae: no but like you just ughh idk nvm
Me: yeahhh
Davontae: cab I ask you something?
Me: what?
Davontae: how do you feel about me... like have I changed form last year?
Me: Well I kinda feel like your a brother to me, like you irritate me ALOT but then sometimes you can just be like real cool or whatever
Davontae: you think of me as a bro?!?!?! OMG!
Me: lol yeah I know
Davontae: how long have you felt this way?
Me: idk??
Davontae oh well dang
Me: you seem surprised??
Davontae: I am cause like I've thought of you that way in a sense but like I just like idk I didn't wanna say nothing really
Me: lol ok you act like you the only one smh
Davontae: who else you feel that way about?
Me: umm Caleb because we've just been like that for a long time and probably Robert me and him are cool then I have some that you don't know
Davontae: ohh ok
Me: yup
Davontae: I just can't believe this!!
Me: lol calm down dang
Davontae: lol sorry
From here we just wen tot talking EVERYDAY! there wasn't a day that he didn't text me. And I always knew exactly around the times that he would text me
Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays it'd be around 5ish or 6ish
Tuesdays and Thursdays it would be around 7ish cause he knew I had cheer practice and I like to take showers afterwards ;)
I couldn't help but feel he was kind of taking over that soft spot I had special for Dj. Even know I knew that absolutely NO ONE IN THE WORLD could take that away. Even as ,mind and Davontae's relationship began to grow. I talked to him through everything! whenever I was mad usually because he would piss me off lol) or when I was super happy for no reason and I can't forget about those times I was sad and he tried ot make me feel better. Lol I thought it was cute because he had no idea what he was talking about. What am I talking about!?!?! snap outta it Kennedy! you don't like this boy! not at all...........
