cupid || blue lock various x f! reader

i. crack baby

i feel lik jm making the story progress so slow 😞

chat i finally updated? 

also the chapter titles usually have absolutely nothing to do with the chapter, lol. i js put mitski songs cus i ADOREEE mitski !! 

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     you're teleported into a.. cradle? 

in front of you is a man, having black hair and wearing black rimmed glasses. next to him is a woman, who looks a little too much like you. the (h/c) hair, the (e/c) eyes, down to the shape of the nose. is she supposed to be your relative or something? 

okay, maybe what that guy cupid claims is true, maybe you are in your next life. and you can remember what happened in your previous life. or maybe you're in a coma? and you're just dreaming right now. 

none of this made any sense. you're so confused. the woman picks you up and coos. this is the moment you realize.. you're a baby. your legs are incredibly short and so are your hands. 

"aww, (y/n)-chyann~," the woman exclaims, "such a cutie you are." 

being shown so much affection was.. making you uncomfortable. sure, they may not have had bad intentions, but, you're not so used to this. they're probably your parents in this life. they seem to be speaking japanese, so, you're in japan? 

you push her away with those short, baby arms of yours as she brings her face closer for a kiss. she pouts a little, "aw, so you don't like this?"

the man who you guess is your father comes closer, looking at you with adoration his eyes. and so is your mother. they seem to really love you, wow.

and now, a few moments later, a young boy comes in. he seems to be around his adolescence

he looks at you, "that's her?" he says, and your mother node, "isn't she beautiful, jinpachi?" 

jinpachi, jinpachi.. where have you heard that name before? it takes a few seconds for you to recall that jinpachi was the name the guy who started the blue lock project, ego jinpachi.

"err-- beautiful?" he says, as if he doesn't agree, "she's bald. her face is all shrivelled up.." what the fuck did he expect? that you'd be born with a full head of hair? you're already pissed off. and in an instant, you start crying. 

your mother cradles you in her arms, trying to calm you down. instead of getting angry, you just cried, since there was no other way of expressing it. 

anyways, it surely couldn't have been ego jinpachi, could it? but now that you look at the boy, he has the same bowl cut, and the same black-rimmed glasses. 

he's your, brother? 

but to you, it didn't matter. you just wanted to die already. you can't get attached to dumb stuff like "family". you just want to end your misery. 

you can't let them get attached to you either. you're going to be gone. just because you want an end to their misery doesn't mean you want to put a start to theirs. you just have to shut yourself away from them.

but does it really matter? you'll be dead soon enough anyway. 

you don't feel like you have a reason to live. even if it's in the world of blue lock, what are you gonna do? you don't even think you'd get a chance to meet them. 

you don't want to live anymore. you hate this reincarnation shit. it's pointless. 

you're tired. 

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      it's been a few days. time passing rather fast, in your honest opinion.