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2 weeks had been passed since the tournament. Jun had his phone on silent but was still replying to some dms and group chats, all except minghao's.
That day when minghao went to shower, the over thinking got to jun and he suddenly left. Un noticed by minghao's family downstairs. He didn't even tell minghao why he left, didn't even reply to his texts or calls since two weeks. 'is this for the better or am I just making a huge mistake' jun kept thinking to himself.
Ofcourse he wasn't cool about this choice either but he wasn't even sure about these feelings yet.
"I can't believe you right now" jeonghan held his face in his hands and sighed. Yes jun did end up telling jeonghan everything because jeonghan did know jun somehow liked minghao and jun also needed someone's help with this.
"You should have talked to him about it and tell him that you don't have share the same feeling for him instead of fucking ignoring him for two weeks" jeonghan slightly hit the back of Jun's head earning a hiss from the other.
"It's not that I don't!!" Jun defended. "It's just... I don't know if I do or don't" he looks down to his hands then he looks back at jeonghan. "You told me that you liked him didn't you" jeonghan raised an eyebrow and stood up, facing jun as he nodded. "But I don't know what love feels like, jeonghan.. try to understand me for god's sake." Jun whined and his hand went up through his hair.
"You know what people say about him, apart from how nice and smart and kind of a boy he is, he still treated his ex badly. That's what I hated him so much. Now I don't know if he will end up doing the same thing to me" jun sighed as jeonghan patted him on his back.
"Junhui you're confusing yourself for nothing. Look, think about the times you guys shared. I've talked to Seoungcheol about it and even he said that minghao has changed. You guys fight like kids in public but also take care of eachother." Jeonghan explain and kneeled down infront of jun, looking up at him as jun looked down at him with teary eyes.
"You know what love is, you've felt it. But you just haven't realized that. Love is an intense feeling of deep affection for someone. I want you to think about who that someone is in you're life right now.."
Jun looked down to his lap and his heart started beating faster. It was him..he was his someone.. every touch they had and every moment they shared until now. Minghao made jun feel safe. Even if they both didn't have a good starting, right now minghao was the only answer to jeonghan's question.
"Minghao.." jun mumbled and tears started rolling down his face even more. "I miss him to death" he sobbed into jeonghan's arms as he hugged him. "This is what love is, jun" jeonghan looked back at jun and gave him a smile. "If you're gonna ignore him like this he might think you just played him, you don't want that do you?" Jeonghan raised an eyebrow and jun just shook his head and cried even more.
"I need him." Jun mumbled and sniffed on his tears. "I- I can't live without him, I don't know why but I can't. I love him" jun looked down to jeonghan who was just smiling in awe.
All this ignoring didn't work out for jun at all. He wanted to make sure if he was sure of his feelings, and now they were real. All for a guy he used to hate so much, that now he can't live without him.
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"Pfft where did you hear that from? His ex was a crazy bitch. You remember that day at you're house? She posted an old picture of them, telling people that they are still together. She would go on dates even when she was dating minghao. So basically she was cheating and that's when minghao decided to breakup with her. But she then spread rumors that it was his fault." Wonwoo said and sat Infront of jeonghan and jun.
They told wonwoo everything. Since he was closer to them too and closest to minghao. Jun's eyes widened at every word wonwoo spilled out. He realized how he was so wrong for suddenly ignoring minghao when everything was ok.
"Minghao is really a good guy, jun. And seeing how much he cares for you is so cute." Wonwoo gave jun a warm smile while jun just listened, full of guilt. "I told this dumbass that hes just overthinking." Jeonghan rolled his eyes.
"What am I going to do now?" Jun looked back up at his friends. "Go talk to him obviously, no matter the hate you guys had for eachother. He still would try to understand you." Wonwoo said and held Jun's hand as he nodded.
Soon wonwoo and jeonghan left and jun was just laying down on his phone, seeing the video Joshua recorded of him and minghao that day at the cafeteria. The smile on his lips was growing wider and wider.
He realized how much his heart beated for this boy. How much he was craving his touch. Never thought it would be the same person he was enemies with.
