36| Break Up, Make Up ᥫ᭡ (Pt.1)

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[Suh ppl ppl...come like everybody know each odda. Cause what? Anyways I've realized I never told y'all what university Aysia goes to or what she's studying. She's studying medicine; more specifically Internal Medicine. (Internal Medicine physicians routinely see patients with chronic conditions such as heart disease, hypertension, diabetes, obesity, and pulmonary disease.)]



6 months later
Dec.29

Aysia Jelani Smith|20

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Aysia Jelani Smith|20

Over the last six months, I've attended therapy, made new friends, and am now physically and almost mentally healthy.


I've went to all required checkups and my baby is healthy. I found out about 3 months back that I'm having a girl.

To tell the truth, I still find myself thinking about Ronaldo sometimes. I mean, I literally love him.

Loved him.

Oh..

I haven't contacted Damani or honestly, no one from Jamaica except for my brother and mother.

Everything had seemed to be going well, and I was genuinely happy. It was hard to get over the stress I've been put through. I mean, almost getting killed, losing babies, "betrayal" and much more... it feels good to finally have... a breakthrough.

Today, I'm meeting up with my friend Alaine someone I've met at my university, The College of Medicine Florida State University,a while back.

She's born Jamaican, but migrated at age 16 which makes her a dual citizen as she is a citizen of both JA and America.

She's honestly, one of the realest people I've ever encountered.

I've met other people but she's actually the only one I consider a friend, ress a dem a acquaintances.

She's gonna give me the notes on two of our previous classes, as, because of pregnancy checkups, I couldn't attend the classes.

I look at my phone as I felt vibration indicating I'm getting a call.

It was Alaine.

After the study session
3:00pm

My mind has constantly been on Ronaldo. I know I would partially be in the wrong because I found out Ronaldo had done nothing wrong (in the Jamaelia shit) so I should've contacted him or wtv.. I doh even know.

But from what I've learned during these last few months, approaching situations humbly produces better outcomes.

The crazy thing in all this is even though I thought he had cheated, I still love him.

To dis day, mi still love him.

I sighed, then took up my phone.

I didn't have his number anymore so I went to his instagram account.

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