My Bully

Part 5

°• TOMORROW •°

Everyone reached school, but not Y/N...

Jimin arrives at school, his heart heavy with the weight of the day before. He looks around, expecting to see you, but you're nowhere to be found. A sense of dread settles over him as he realizes you're not coming back. "Where are you?"

AND IT'S BEEN 4 DAYS, BUT YOU DIDN'T CAME BACK TO SCHOOL

As the days pass, Jimin starts to feel worried. He hasn't seen or heard from you in four days, and he can't stop thinking about what might have happened. He knows he's responsible for your absence, and the guilt eats away at him. "What have I done? i'm sorry..."

A week has passed now, and Jimin's fear grows with each passing day. He's a mess, his grades are slipping, and he can't focus on anything but you. He starts to think maybe he's lost you for good, and the thought crushes him.

After class, Jimin walks home alone, his mind consumed with thoughts of you. He looks around, hoping to catch a glimpse of you, but you're nowhere to be found. The emptiness he has created by pushing you away hurts him more than any physical pain ever could.

8th Day...

Jimin arrives at school, his heart pounding in his chest. He scans the crowd for any sign of you but is met with nothing but disappointment. Instead, he spots one of your friends. Tentatively, he approaches them, hoping for information about your whereabouts.

Y/N' friend - " She is not contacting me either.."

Jimin's eyes widen as he listens to your friend's words, his heart sinking further into despair. The realization hits him hard - not only have you stopped coming to school, but you've also cut off contact with your friends. It's as if he's lost you completely, and the thought is unbearable.

10TH DAY...

Ten days later, Jimin walks through the school corridors when he finally sees you. He stops dead in his tracks, taking in the sight of you. You seem different, quieter, like a mere shadow of yourself.

Y/N noticed Jimin at the distance

His eyes lock onto yours, and for a brief moment, he's speechless. The distance he created between you has left him feeling empty despite his attempt to dominate and control the situation. He's never seen you like this before, and it guts him.

After some seconds, Y/N went to the class as it's about to start...

Jimin watches as you turn away from him and head to class. He's left alone in the corridor, wondering if he should follow you or give you space. With each step you take, Jimin feels his world collapse a little more. He's lost control, and it scares him.

AFTER THE CLASS Y/N WALKING IN CORRIDORS ALONE...

As you enter the empty hallway, he feels a surge of regret and a strange urge to talk to you. He knows he has caused you pain, and as he sees you in front of him, he can no longer ignore his emotions. He debates internally, then finally takes a step forward, but you continue to walk

Jimin is unable to keep his distance any longer, Jimin quickens his pace and walks alongside you. He looks at your defeated posture, wishing to take back his cruel actions. "Hey..." He calls out gently, afraid that his voice might scare you away.

YOU TURNS BACK

As you turn to face him, Jimin's heart pounds in his chest. He searches your eyes, hoping to find some hint of the old spark that once drew him to you, but instead, he's met with a cold indifference that cuts him deeper than any physical pain. "Look, I... "

Y/N - " I don't want any explanation... I've admit It I've been bullied by you, but there's no need to say sorry.. nor even I'm gonna accept it.." walks downstairs

As you turn away and start walking downstairs, Jimin feels as if he's been punched in the gut. A whirlwind of emotions rages within him - regret, sadness, anger - but also a sense of admiration for your courage to stand up to him.

Jimin hesitates for a moment, torn between his desire to follow you and his pride that's urging him to stay put. Eventually, he takes a deep breath and begins descending the stairs, his footsteps echoing in the empty corridor. "Wait... just five minutes. I need to talk to you about this."

Y/N - Turns around. " Now for what? "

Feeling the full force of your glare, Jimin can't help but shrink back slightly, momentarily losing his cocky demeanor. He takes a moment to compose himself before speaking in a softer, almost pleading tone. "I wanted to apologize for my behavior... "

Y/N - " And do you think I will accept it? " painful smile

Jimin's heart sinks as he sees your painful smile, a mixture of sadness and skepticism. He realizes that his apology, no matter how genuine, might not be enough to undo the damage he's caused. "I know I don't deserve it, but please... just listen to me."

Y/N - " What's it? "

Jimin takes another step closer, his voice dropping to a barely audible whisper. "I'm scared, okay? I'm scared of being alone, of failing, of being a disappointment. And when I see you, I see someone who's strong, who doesn't need anyone--... "

Y/N - " You see someone who can bear your bully... I'm not strong.. but my situation made me like this... remember when you bullied me on lunch break that day saying you have no one to eat up with...? well its true I don't have anyone... "

The memory of that day comes crashing back, and Jimin feels a deep pang of guilt. He hadn't realized the profound impact his words had on you, and now, as he looks into your eyes, he sees the pain reflected in them.

Y/N - " but I bare too much.. now I'm tired of myself, my life, and me"

Jimin's heart feels like it's been ripped in two, listening to your words. He can't bare the thought of you giving up on yourself, of throwing away the resilience you've shown in the face of his cruelty. "No, please don't say that... "

Y/N - " Also, remember when I asked you why you only bullys me, why not others, then you replied," Because you're weak, stubborn, and easy to get hurt, "