Dear, diary

Day-1

Dear diary,

Today i'm feeling kinda relieved as the pressure in my head is lifted for a while now. The mock test went good but i'm not sure how much i'll score but i hope it's better than last time . Last time it was too depressing seeing my score go into negative really depressed the shit out of me. Well i pray this time it is better. I've worked harder this time slept less, got less time for social media and studied almost most of the time but ofc my parents don't see that. They just judge my hardwork on the basis of test result. This actually makes me sad and might actually be the reason why i worry so much nowadays. After the result announcement of the last test I've been feeling too stressed I've not told about this to anybody but i may express it here. I've felt my hands shake while writing something or doing some work the way i keep shaking feet while sitting in class the way my mind never stops thinking idk what's wrong here . Right now too all i can think of is what the result will turn out to be. well I don't want this to end at this note so i'll not lose hope here i'll keep doing and being better than i was today and thank u guys for reading what i felt and please if u want u can express your views or may just give me some advice. I'll love thattt>>