In this current time, at this current moment, life as you used to know has changed. You no longer have that relationship you felt as if the world stopped in your life anymore. It could be temporary or it could be permanent, but if it is temporary make the decision to no make it permanent because once it becomes permanent you have to learn to accept that it is no longer there. It will crowd your emotions and send your mind and heart on a roller coaster all over and it is up to YOU and only YOU. You either let it consume you and stop you from wanting to change or you can make the necessary steps to get the help you desire. It won't be easy at first and you may be emotional in making decisions altering your future. Most importantly make the uncomfortable change for you, don't make the change for others or it will not work. The storm you are experiencing will be over, do not give in to the temptation of giving up even when it's hard to manage. Keep your faith in God and he will guide you through.
