The Omega and his Alphas

Chapter 19

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(i would like to add a warning, this chapter contains abuse and mention thereof)

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We then drove back home all being happy and content after the great meal and conversations. I could feel I was getting tired but I knew I had to talk to them when we got home otherwise I might not ever feel as encouraged as I do right now.

The car got parked at our house and we all went inside. I thought to myself now or never.

"Boys, I have something I want to talk to you about before we go to bed" I say as I walk with the boys to the living room.

Now onto the chapter: 

"You sound serious, should we be worried?" Zayn asked gently. 

"No, it's nothing bad, or it kind of is" I said taking a short pause before continuing "This time I have spent with you in the last few months has been amazing and I really feel like I can trust you all, which isn't easy for me to do, and with that I have also decided that it is time I tell you in detail of my past" I said sitting down on the sofa motioning for the others to do so as well. 

"Oh Darling, you know we only want you to tell us when you are completley ready and comfortable with it right?" Niall says softly. 

"Yeah I know, but that is also why I have decided to do it now. I really do feel comfortable around you and I think you have a right to know why I am the way I am, and why I act the way I do" I say looking at all of them trying to make them see that I want to do this and that I need to do this not only for them but also for myself. 

"Well then if you are sure, go-ahead love" Louis says smiling at me encouraging. 

"I think you remember me telling you about how my dad was abusive, well from what my mom has told this all started when my grandmother passed away. I don't remember her, but my dad loved her dearly and when he lost her he lost himself. He began abusing me, my sister and my mom, well mentally at least, he would call us names and point out flaws we had. Every little thing we did wrong in his eyes he would point out, and he would tell us how useless we were." I pause a little taking in a deep breath holding back tears that were trying to escape. 

Before any of the boys could say anything though, I continued. 

"When we then found out I was an omega it got worse. The abuse was no longer only mentally he would hit me every day, especially if I did something wrong in his eyes, like coming home later than he wanted or not doing the housework he had put me to the correct way." I dry away a tear that had managed to slip away and look at my mates who can see that they have to let me talk so they keep quiet only soothing me with a few rubs and kisses. 

"My dad wasn't the only bad person in my previous life though, there was Nick. I met Nick at school, I was a quiet lonely kid who didn't have any friends and when he came up to me I gladly jumped at the chance of having one. Soon that turned to what I thought was more than friends, we would hold hands and he would kiss my cheek, he made me feel happy even when my homelife was bad." I pause again taking a deep breath, dreading what I was about to tell them.

 "One day he brought me out to the football field at our school, he was calling me beautiful and had set up pretty lights, and just when I thought I was about to get my first kiss from my first love, he pushed me away" I breathe again before continuing "I then say many cameras come running towards me as Nick said 'Did you really think I ever loved you, that anyone ever could love you' and laughed with his other friends, then they began to kick and punch me, and after a while left me there. The next day that video of me getting rejected and beaten up had made it around the entire school, making it even harder to ever find any friends. Nick and his friends then continued to bully me every day, and when my mom found out how bad everything was she moved my sister, her and I away" After having said everything i felt so relieved but I still couldn't help the many tears that made it out my eyes. 

"Oh love" I could hear Louis say, but his voice sounded broken. As I looked up very slowly I could see all the boys with tears in their eyes and Niall had some running down his cheeks as well. 

"I can't believe all of that could have happened to such a beautiful and kindhearted person like you" Liam said as they all slowly moved closer to me, and as I made no sign of moving away, they all hugged me. It felt nice, I could feel the support that they couldn't get out in words. 

"I hope you know we would never do anything to hurt you like that, ever" Zayn said looking directly into my eyes, making sure I understood that the boys cared for me. 

"We all love you so so much" Liam said, and as I looked at the other boys I could only see them reassuring me that it was true, that they all really did love me. 

"I Love you all too" I said more tears coming to my eyes, this time happy ones though. 

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And that was that chapter, I hope it wasn't too much and that you all liked it. 

I only have one chapter left of this fanfic, it has been a long journey.

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