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"Flashbacks."
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˚ ༘♡ 🪷🪕🪞🦢⋆。˚ ❀The morning sun spilled through the curtains of my small cottage, casting a warm glow on the wooden floor. As I woke, the remnants of dreams clung to my thoughts like mist on a dewy morning. Dreams that are teased with glimpses of faces my parents' perhaps...... but always just out of reach.
I dressed quietly in white knee length floral dress, the routine of getting ready for the day a comforting ritual. Outside, Chandipur was awakened to the day's activities. Children's laughter echoed through the narrow lanes, and the scent of fresh chai mingled with the crisp morning air. It was a serene scene, one that had become the backdrop to my life...a life shaped by absence and longing.
I walked through the street, each step a familiar cadence on the well-trodden paths. My thoughts wandered to Ishita, my closest friend since childhood. She had been my anchor through the stormy seas of my past. Ishita understood the ache of loss, having lost her own parents at a young age. Together, we had forged a bond that transcended mere friendship; it was a sisterhood built on shared pain and unwavering support.
I found Ishita at the market, where she was selecting vegetables for the day's meals. Her smile brightened as she saw me approach, her eyes crinkling at the corners with genuine warmth.
"Siya, you're up early," Ishita greeted, her voice carrying a hint of concern.
"How are you feeling today?" I sighed softly, leaning against the stall where she stood.
"I had another dream last night," I admitted quietly.
"About my parents," Ishita's expression softened, her empathy a silent comfort.
"It's been so long, Siya. Do you think... maybe it's time to find some closure?"
Closure. It was a word that had eluded me for years. The mystery of my parents' disappearance had hung over me like a shadow, a constant reminder of unanswered questions. Ishita had been my pillar of strength, encouraging me to seek out the truth, even when the journey seemed daunting.
"I don't know, Ishita," I murmured, picking up a bunch of fresh cilantro absentmindedly.
"Sometimes I feel like I'm chasing ghosts! I'm tired living alone. I want a family," Ishita faintly smiled. Who else can feel her pain better than me? We both have been living all these alone without any support of parents. Orphanage people is like blessing in our life.
"You deserve to know, Siya," Ishita said gently, placing a reassuring hand on my arm.
"Whatever happened to your parents... you have a right to understand," Her words resonated within me, stirring a mixture of determination and apprehension. I knew she was right. The photograph I had found yesterday....the one of my parents, Randeep and Meera Sharma....had sparked a fire within me. It was a tangible link to a past I had almost forgotten, a lifeline in the sea of uncertainty.
Later that day, after helping Ishita with her chores and spending some time at the flower shop, I decided to visit the library, the same place I used to visit when I was around 5 years old along with my mother. A smile formed against my lips remembering how she used to write in journals, books. Mrs. Gupta, the librarian, greeted me warmly as I entered, her eyes twinkling behind her glasses.
"Good evening, Siya, what can I help you with
today?" she said with a smile."I'm looking for any information about my parents," I explained, feeling a flutter of nerves in my stomach.
"Their names were Randeep and Meera Sharma."
Mrs. Gupta nodded thoughtfully, leading me to a corner of the library where old records and archives were kept.
"We have some archives that might be of interest to you," she said kindly.
"Feel free to look through them," I nodded before shifting my attention towards the racks.
I spent hours poring over dusty books and yellowed newspapers, my fingers tracing the faded print. There were mentions of the Sharma family....a report on my father's philanthropic efforts, an article about my mother's work in education. Each discovery added a layer to the story of my parents, painting a picture of lives lived with purpose and passion. As the sun began to dip below the horizon, I stumbled upon something unexpected; a letter tucked between the pages of an old book. It was addressed to my mother, Meera Sharma, dated several years before her disappearance.
What made her write a letter? Probably she was aware of everything beforehand? Or am I missing something? My hands trembled as I unfolded the delicate paper, my eyes scanning the handwritten words. The letter spoke of love and longing, of dreams shared and promises made. It was signed simply, "R," and though the identity of the initial remained a mystery to me at this moment, the depth of emotion conveyed in those pages was unmistakable.
I stared at the letter, my heart racing with a mixture of awe and confusion. Who was "R"? And what did this letter mean for my parents' story? The answers eluded me, tantalizingly close yet frustratingly out of reach.
As I left the library that evening, clutching the letter close to my chest, I felt Ishita's presence beside me when I reached my area. She had been waiting outside, her expression a blend of concern and quiet support.
"Siya, did you find anything?" Ishita began gently.I nodded slowly, showing her the letter.
"It's from my mother," I whispered, causing Ishita to take a letter from my hand.
"But there's so much I still don't understand," Ishita placed a comforting arm around my shoulders, her strength a steady anchor in the storm.
"We'll figure it out together, Siya," she said softly.
"You're not alone in this, babe," Her words echoed in my mind as we walked back to the cottage, the weight of the letter pressing against my heart. The journey ahead was daunting, filled with twists and turns I couldn't yet foresee. But with Ishita by my side, my friend, I felt a glimmer of hope....a belief that, one day, the shadows of my past would finally give way to the light of truth.
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