This is what it feels like.

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(Yes, I used a maybe love song as a friendship song. Suck it up.)

Its like our friendship was meant to be.

Hi. I'm Adalynn. This is how I met my friends. It all started when I was in class. The teacher had us introduce ourselves. Of course she had me go first. I'm A fucking introvert. 

"I'm Adalynn.." I said as loud as I could, which wasn't really loud. 

I only listened to a few others before I stopped. Their names were Sophie, Gabriel, Chelsea, Noah and Jacob. 

The teacher paired us all in groups, and of course I had to be in a group with them. The teacher made me the leader though so that's one good thing.

 When the lunch bell rung, I immediately went to lunch, hoping to sit alone. Little did I know, I couldn't sit alone. My group followed. Sophie on my left, Chelsea on my right, Noah in front of me, Jacob on his left and Gabriel on his right.

 "He made me." Jacob spoke up, immediately while pointing at Noah.

 "No!" They started fighting.

 Boys, am I right? Halfway through, I stopped them.

 "boys, shut up." I made them shut up, somehow. I feel like a goddess.

 Friendship isn't really my thing, though. I prefer listening to music and being alone. I like quietness. 

Maybe, these are my first friends? Eh, who cares. I grabbed my phone and decided to scroll on Instagram.

 I noticed Chelsea staring at me but I didn't say anything. But really, I was creeped out.

 Jacob and Noah were fighting, again. I just put on earbuds this time guess the music I put on? Melanie Martinez! I'm addicted to her.

 I'm not much of a girly girl. I mean, I did dye my uniform black and green.

 Green is A amazing color. Especially jade green. Its my fave. So is black. But, black doesn't have multiple shades of it. So my favorite black is just black. Like my soul. (I had to say that eventually)

 I looked up for a second and Gabriel was looking at me scarily. I punched him.

 "ah! Fuck yo- oh its just you" my face looked really serious at him. He scared my life out of me.

 "Ow! Rude, much." He sounded so unserious.

 I feel like if someone was in danger he would joke about it. Wanna bet?

 "if you don't wanna be punched, don't scare me." He stopped looking at me

 "fair enough." He laughed slightly.

 Fortunately, we had to get to class.

 "What do you guys have? I got gym." Gabriel asked the group.

 "Computer!" Sophie announced.

 Dang, she's cute- I mean, who said that?

 "German." Yes, I take german. My dad is german.

 "Gym." Chelsea looked up from her paper.

 "Spanish." Noah spoke up. This is the first time he said something and not start a fight with Jacob. 

"math." Jacob looked up from the floor. 

Then there was a random silence. I liked it.

"So, most of us are splitting up, huh?" Gabriel said randomly, breaking the silence.

 "my class is right next to german. I'll take adalynn." Noah had said. Hell no. I am not going with him.

 "Nope." I walked ahead of him.

 "Well, aren't you grumpy." Gabriel and noah said. it was way off sync.

 "Fuck you." I looked in my locker and found my German book.

 I hid a wireless ear bud under my noise cancelling headphones (I'm miss sensitive ears, okay.) and put on german music. 99 luftballons to be exact. (I had to search up German music because I barely listen to german)

 before shutting my locker, I taped a picture of me and my dog when I was younger to my locker door. I wish he was still here. (Its true, my dog actually did die in 2021. #Trauma)

That'll be all because I have lost motivation.

(Please, teach me how to make paragraphs :p)

(Updated)

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