chapter 5

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Previously

G.rama: alicia you know you can tell me annything rigth......look how about wee go see a therapist ok how does that sound.

Alicia: sure i guess.

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End of flashback

Ejen geatha whas stuned to here about alicia's past, and what she whas going thrue.

A.geatha: alicia i........dint know you were going thrue such things. Now yoh father is aware of everything rigth.'ejen geatha asked with a shoked expresion'.

Alicia: yes he knows about everything. 'Alicia said with her head down looking at the floor'.

Suddenly the door slid open, and there whas the general itself.

G.rama: yes! But alicia never wanted to take a break from training.

A.geatha: but general, you said alicia whas never allowed to come to the academy. Then how whas she gonna take a break in the academy?'ejen geatha asked with a confused look'.

G.rama: true! But alicia whas 10 when this happend. And i trainded alicia sinds she whas a year old.

The room felt silent for a while until the general spoke again.

G.rama: at 10 yeara old i thougth that sge whas ready to go to the academy. So i used to train her in one of the academy rooms.  But yeah as you know that dint end well.

The room felt silent again, they all looked at alicia, who whas holding her head down while trying not to cry.

( i really need to stop mentioning the word "cry" dont i)

G.rama: alicia are you alrigth? 'The general asked with a worried look on his face'.

Alicia: i....i'm alrigth. I juist.....i juist need a moment. 'Alicia said between her sobs'.

The general noticed this, and so did ejen geatha. So ejen geatha decided to go and sit next to her.

A.geatha: hey alicia, its gonna be alrigth, ok.

A.geatha: what happend when you went to a therapist.'ejen geath asked trying tk confort her'.

G.rama: well....lets juist say no therapist could help alicia with her mentel health.
Dockter said she should juist take these medecine every day.'general said after taking a bottle of medicine out'.

G.rama: dockter said that this should help with her self-harm, cause it does not give her anny motive to do it.

A.geatha: but how is this going to help her, cause selfharm you need slef resisting.'ejen geatha said confused'.

G.rama: because- 'general whas cut of by alicia'.

Alicia: because the dockter said, the medicine will help ease my mined to think to the positive side. Its basicly juist some normal medicine, but it juist keeps me in place. Dockters say they will give   me a new one every mounth, for 5 mounths and see if its helping. After those 5 mounths are over, they will test me to see if i stoped cutting myself. To see if i can resist on my own. To see.........'alicia traild of a bit wondering if she should continiue' to see if i can deal with things  that life has introre for me.

Everybody whas shoked to here this, even the general. He knew that this really happend but he dint expect alicia to say it like that.

Then alicia had enougth, she puled up her sleave and showed it to ejen geatha, who whas clearly shoked.

Alicia: i hope you not disapointed in me. I couldn't resist it last nigth. I juist had to do it.'alicia said hoping for the best'.

G.rama: alicia i........i knew you were cutting yourslef last nigth. I saw you. The only reason i dint stope you is because i saw you struggle with yourself if you should really do it. It pained me to see you like that, and i dint want you to pass out again. I wanted yoh to figgure it out on your own. But i guess i should'f been there to help you, to support you, to be a father to you. But.....i guess i dint fufill my duty as a father. I hope you can forgive me alicia.'general said looking down in disapointment'.

Alicia hugged her father cause she knew that her father has been there for her when times were hard. And she never ever dared tk say that the general whasn't aa great father. He whas a wonderfull father.

Alicia: papa, you were always a gokd father to me. I always lioked up to you. You were always there for ne when i needed you. Even wgen you were busy, you would always fined aways to help me. And juist the fackt that you adopted me, gives me a reason that you are a good father. And you always supported me pa. Never have i ever once said that i dint want a father like you. You are the father that i never had. You adopted me when no one els wanted me, and thats why your my father. Thank you papa for being there for me.🥰🥰🥰🥰

(I gotta be honest with yeah. I cried during this)

Ejen geatha looked in awed seeing this cute seen that whas going on. A moment of a father and his daughter.

G.rama: thanks alicia. I really appreciate it.'general said returninng the hug'.

After that they all left the room. Everybody whas happy cause of what happend in the medbay.

Alicia went back to her classes, and general back to the meeting room, as he had a meeting with the chieff pillar leaders.
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You guys my brain's not braining😭😭😭😭😭 i cant think of annything els for and alilicia moment cause this book whas supposed to be an alilicia fanfiction but it turned to and alicia kheng storie. Pls give me some ideas. Ols write your suggestions in the commands so that i can write. Cause i am out of ideas.😭😭😭😭😭

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