Loving You ||Sodapop Curtis Love story ||

Chapter 6: What about love?

    I looked at him was he being serious about me telling him this no he probably wasn't but I still manage to look at him which was surprising. He smiled down at me waiting patiently for me to answer his question. 'Ill see you tomorrow Sodapop', I said softly I wasn't even so sure if I did love him or not. The best thing was not to say anything at the moment until I was for sure.

"You'll admit it some day Hanna", he said flashing that movie star smile that everyone said and would just many girls melt for.

'Goodnight Soda", I said knowing that it was a little bit late and besides he had to go to work as much as I liked hanging around with him

After a couple of minutes he had left happily and I smiled watching him leave in his car and I walked back into my house. I laid down on my bed thinking about some of the things that had happened today. Hell maybe I wasn't even gonna get any sleep at all but that didn't really matter I was somewhat used to it already used to not having much sleep cause of the many parties that I went to.

"So Hanna you thinking about huh? I heard someone say and looked over to see Zac. To be honest I was thinking and maybe it had been a little to obvious but acted as if nothing was wrong. I mean like not talking about anything of what I was thinking about.

"No I ain't thinking about anyone", I said and then realized that I had kinda gave that away with saying anyone. I shrugged slightly maybe he wouldn't even noticed that at all but whatever. That didn't matter much to be honest cause I knew how Zac was he couldn't known that I was meaning that. He chuckled softly as he looked at me.

"Oh really Hanna I ain't that stupid I know who where thinking about Sodapop right?", he said as he looked at me.

"No I wasn't Zac why do you always think I am thinking about him when I really ain't", I said softly hoping that he wouldn't ask me anymore about it maybe it was obvious. Or he could probably over heard when I was talking to Mallory that day of how I was so confused about what I felt about love and such.

"Yes you are", he said smirking a bit more.

"No I wasn't", I said softly.

It all went on and on about it but I couldn't admit that I did even if I might have feelings for Sodapop or not that was that. I bit my bottom lip slightly as he walked away out of my room. It was such a relief that he wasn't gonna bug me anymore about it. I keep thinking to myself about it this was just so confusing and hard for me.

I never really understood how someone could get over someone that they thought was the one and turns out it wasn't . How do they manage to find love again?. All of these kinds of thoughts went to my mind over and over as it was some old recording player.

I looked over through some of my things as I found this note or letter and unfolded the small piece of paper. I wondered who's it was and what it said those where the two main things I was wondering about. I bit my bottom lip slightly as I began reading it.

'Our friendship is strong I don't even know how to explain how much you mean to me.
Words cannot explain how much I really do love you and mean to me.
When I'm with you its as if nothing exist but me and you.

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