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Remedy-5

Author's pov

The clock striked at 7.30 when jimin was still not done with his evening dance practise,as it wasn't a full scheduled day the members planned to have dinner and drink together

but his mind was flooded with thoughts of someone to be excat
It has become his new custom to think of her even more when he is alone
It rewinded to how he met her;

The beautiful memories with her in the last two yrs dripped like the sand in an hourglass
Only to fall prey to the pit bottom filled with regrets of his impulse break up
Jimin felt itchy to stay in his own skin the more he thought about it
"How can I be the victim and the villain at the same time?"

"I thought it was for the better and that it would..."he didn't dare complete the sentence which he mumbled to himself

Turns out he was only an workaholic
that he could return to her,his home Sooner

He tensed by seeing uncontrollable tears fall on his now trembling feet
crouching down to muffle his voice and hide his tears from exactly no one
From all the thoughts that was floating in his anxious head one was clear

"I miss her" "and it hurts to know that i hurt the only person who ever loved me"

'Right,how much would it have hurted her when you walked away like that when you broke up with her'
the devil in his head mocked him

" aahhh.."he let out a weak scream
'Maybe you are just too weak to handle it like a man'
he doesn't know where his mind picked up that from But he wasn't going to let it win this time.Not tonight.

He thought being workaholic would atleast do.. like they show in the movies

One date at the end of the month to visit her favorite bookstore with her,
Her surprise visits with home cooked lunch for all of the members
one call to say good morning which was her way to check if he really got any sleep

Him finding excuses to send her voice messages in the middle of the day in her exam seasons when he was supposed to save it for the performance..as she often claimed that she loved his voice
Or how he misused the spare key she gave him and tried to dump all his jackets in her closet secretively so that his Indian girlfriend will be warm to the cold weather
Until y/n scolded him that her father might find out

Perhaps laughing and crying together was everything for him

( an:-Her father was a chill man but sneaking in is a bit 😃hehe)

There wasn't anything else she could do for him while he only tried to reciprocate the love,the girl was more than happy.
She's too good for him that's what he thought from the beginning when it was just a crush,Did he truly deserve her?

All he ever did was trying to make time for her when all the cheers&chaos die down

He always loved people who didn't give a shit about him
this time he isn't the one who got hurt..
he still didn't feel like what he did was wrong or rash
It did brew within him for a while
Though he didn't really go along with the so called plan of stepping down
leaving it like this didn't feel right either his ammu's anger always had a right reason

"Hello"y/n spoke first
"Hey ammu it's me"he said tapping his foot impatiently while the void started to fill his throat again

"I know, chim"jimin visibly relaxed hearing the nick name
"Can I see you?"
"I will be home in 10"

And that's all it took for him to fly in his bike towards her house

Author's note

Welcome home!~☆

Yesssss after a long time
Yeahhh I didn't keep my promise but I again took an oath to upload every midnight I can't sleep
(＾∀＾)o(^o^)o(＾ω＾)
And I have a few more drafts too so dw

So girls I decided to keep the f/m/c name as "amrita" hence the nickname ammu which jimin calls her in this chapter
But y/n and amrita are the same characters and you're free to imagine it as yourself
Though I may use ammu or amrita more from now on
You are all set to be delulu

Vote and relaxx with a cup of tae~♤
And I will bomb with you an update soon as this was short

This "I am jimin today" author lovessss youu {♡} v {♡} as deep as the time you waste on a Saturday evening