Siobhan was a complicated person, and she always had been. She had always struggled with her image. Constantly finding new things about her body she hated.
This started when she was at high school, she never really had any friends and she doesn't have any now. Everyone at her school used to bully her for being overweight, she would constantly be called "fat" , "pig" etc.
This caused Siobhan to become fixated on her image, wanting to lose weight so bad. She would starve herself for days, and then binge mass amounts of calories in one sitting. This became a constant loop.
Siobhan hated it.
She just wanted to be skinny and perfect like her peers. She thought maybe if she was skinnier and prettier people would finally want to be her friend.
Siobhan started committing to losing weight. She couldn't help but smile thinking about all the benefits of being skinny.
"Pretty privileges." The blond thought to herself.
Siobhan started going to the gym 2 times a day, and 3-4 times a day on the weekend. She really wanted this.
Truth is Siobhan's parents never really showed her any affection, her father had left when she was just 5 years old. Her mother was always horrible to her. She was an alcoholic, and when she got drunk she would usually take it out on Siobhan, often physically abusing her. Siobhan's mum never listened to her daughters problems so she just had to suck it up.
Siobhan was her fathers daughter.
Until she wasn't.
It broke her.
She hated her father for leaving her with such a neglective mother. How dare he? How dare he leave her with such a monster and get away with it?
She had no one.
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FanfictionEating disorder mentions, explicate Self-Harm depictions, Body dysmorphia mentions, Sexual and Physical abuse mentioned!!!!! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THE LISTED TOPICS, I WOULD NOT RECOMEND READING THIS!!
