Siobhan hadn't been eating or drinking much lately. All she really consumed was a small portion of cucumbers and a can of diet coke some days.
Even after she had lost all the weight in school, people weren't much nicer. Rather than calling her "fat" or "pig" instead they would start to call her a "twig".
Since Siobhan hadn't been eating and was working out quite a lot, she had become medically underweight.
She thought everything would be perfect when she was finally skinny. But in fact, it was the exact opposite.
The blond had become so weak and fragile and she hated it. Siobhan always tried to portray a strong , cold persona but that just wasn't the case anymore.
She hated that.
As Siobhan hadn't ate anything "proper" for so long it became normal to her so she didn't stop. She felt euphoric when she starved, but she also felt so frail. It was a love-hate relationship.
Nobody knew about Siobhan's unhealthy relationship with food. Her mum never acknowledged her and everyone at her school just assumed she was a "wannabe".
And that's exactly what she was.
She was constantly comparing herself to everyone around her, never being happy with herself.
Siobhan hoped and prayed this pain would just "magically" vanish once she became an adult.
But it didn't.
Everyone hated her still. She had no one.
That was until she met Roger.
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FanfictionEating disorder mentions, explicate Self-Harm depictions, Body dysmorphia mentions, Sexual and Physical abuse mentioned!!!!! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THE LISTED TOPICS, I WOULD NOT RECOMEND READING THIS!!
