Zaniah POV: This book is dry. Can you guys leave comment or something? 😭
I lost my virginity the other day at the party. Honestly I felt like shit about myself. I gave up my goods to a no good nigga.
I haven't been in a mood lately. I know my mom knows something is up with me but I'm do scared to tell her.
I just turned 15 so imagine what she's going to think. She'll probably never let me out again. I heard a knock on my door that scared me. "Come in."
The door open and my mom came in speaking of the devil. "Hi ma." I said.
"Hi Zaniah. What's wrong with you?" She asked me.
I gave her a confuse look like I didn't know what she was talking about, "I don't know. Why?"
"Did you loose your virginity?" She question.
I knew she knew something. Moms know everything when their child is acting different or weird.
I felt as I should lie, but she was going know I was lying so I nodded my head and looked down.
I heard her gasp and sigh. She hadn't said anything yet so I looked up at her seeing a shock expression on her face.
Maybe she wasn't expecting my answer to be yes. Dumbass you should've lied. I thought to myself.
"Mom I'm so sorry. I regret it so much." I said softly.
She still didn't say anything. She walked out of my room and I heard her door slam. I don't know why the fuck she's mad. I should be the one mad not her ass.
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Bey pov:
I was so shocked that my baby has lost her virginity. I knew it was something from when I picked her up from the party.
I fumbled with my phone and called Nicki. Nicki picked up on the first ring and smiled, "Hey Beyoncé." Nicki said.
Nicki energy also made me happy but this time I couldn't find myself to put a smiled on my face. "Zaniah lost her virginity. I don't know what to do Nicki."
Nicki gasped, "Did she tell you? What did you say?"
"I asked her and she told me she did. I didn't say anything I was honestly was and still am to shock to say anything, but I just walked out. She probably thinks I'm mad at her or something."
I am mad but I shouldn't be. I lost my virginity at 17 so it's shocking she lost hers so young. I didn't even know she had a boyfriend.
She just turned 15 2 months ago. She was literally just 14 so I was surprised that she lost it already. She's been waiting for this moment..I wonder
"Oh shit Beyoncé. You should've never walked out. Just talk to her she's probably embarrassed or upset and herself."
"I don't know Nicki. I guess I'll talk to her, but I feel like I'll get mad Nicki. She just turned 15! I'm doing so bad as a parent."
"No no! Beyoncé don't ever say that. You're an amazing mother. That was her decision and out of your control. It's okay it was going to happen eventually."
"I'll talk to her. I'll call you later. Love you."
"Okay. Love you to. Don't go too crazy on her Beyoncé." I chuckled and nodded my head hanging up.
Me: Come here please.
Zaniah Jade 🤍: No.
Me: Zaniah don't get slapped. Come here now.
