Simple & True
Many moons have passed; that much is true
Though the longing... desiring to be touched by you
The thirst for your sensuality I cannot un-do
Let me keep it simple, simple & true
I write about love as if I know it so well
Honestly, my lust would be a truer tell
Although love & I have never officially met
My spirit’s lust I’ve taken as a threat
The pulsating feeling of you inside my body
While my brain screams, “Oh no, not he”
Forces me to consume the yearning to take your everything
While your eyes pull at my strength on a string
The way your grip tightens when you're restless
And you thrust into me, nullifying my senses
I can’t catch myself with your hands so tight
Strong and warm, with your knuckles so white
I said I’d keep this simple, simple & true
But my mind explores all the things that you do
Is this just lust, or is love due?
Of that, I haven’t a clue
As I try to rid myself of the memory
Of what you feel like within me
My skin gets hot, and my face gets red
Reliving your hands as my legs spread
It’s rather frustrating as it is not what I wish
When I’m alone with my thoughts, to be reminded of this
Your strokes so slow, or your pounds so fast
Each time, I say, “this time will be the last”
The group chat says, “Stop being so hard on yourself”
Knowing you’ve got me stored away on some shelf
I jokingly reply, “I want him to be hard in me, instead”
Damnit, I need to get these thoughts out of my head
Many moons have passed; this much is true
And our encounters are no longer new
I still can’t kick you out of my soul’s view
This situation isn’t simple, but it is true
While everyone is enjoying baecations & staycations
I’m stuck in some fuckation..
If only I could be pulled awake
Because I know this is a constant mistake
Part of me knows I’m too weak to leave
Or maybe that’s just what I want to believe
Part of me knows I want to stay forever
Because your lips are my greatest treasure
Here I am, in your bed once more
Naked and waiting, same as before
I know I’ll enjoy it because you’re good at what you do
But I shouldn’t be here, not again, not with you
I wanted to keep this simple, ya know, simple & true
But fuck all of that, and fuck you too
For keeping me here, keeping me stuck on you
Because I’ve accepted it.. I belong to you.
