eat me hard and soft (gxg) billie eilish x reader

12 x party

y/n's pov:

in the morning i stretched and yawned, feeling a contented warmth in my limbs. turning my head, i saw billie still asleep beside me, her hair spread out on the pillow. i smiled, watching her for a moment before slipping out of bed to put on some random t-shirt and heading to the kitchen to make some coffee.

i had just started the coffee maker when she padded into the kitchen, rubbing her eyes and yawning. she was wearing sport shorts and black top.

"morning" – i said, handing her a cup of freshly brewed coffee.
"morning" – she mumbled, taking the cup with a sleepy smile.

i took a sip and chuckled, remembering the events of the previous night. "you might want to take a look in the mirror"

billie frowned, setting her coffee down on the counter. "what did you do to me?" – she asked, half-joking, half-curious.
"just go look" – i said, unable to hide my grin.

she rolled her eyes playfully and made her way to the bathroom. i followed a few steps behind, waiting for her reaction. when she reached the mirror, her eyes widened, and she let out a surprised gasp.

"oh my god" – she exclaimed, turning her head to examine the numerous hickeys dotting her neck and collarbone.

i couldn't help but laugh at her reaction: "you didn't mind a few hickeys, remember?", she looked at her neck and mumbled soft "yeah, but there's like more than a few", she laughed

"wait", i said confused, "what's that on your back?", i came closer and lifted her top, "woah" – i said laughing, "it seems you were so good last night that I scratched your back a little. oops"

"girl" – she laughed and turned my back to the mirror, looking at it "you are crazy", she turned her gaze to me through the mirror.

i kissed her softly, my hands resting on her waist. "are you mad at me?"

she sighed, leaning into the kiss. "no, baby, of course i'm not. just that passion took its toll... last night was... intense"
"yeah, it was" i lifted my shirt and showed her a small hickey on my stomach. "but it was amazing, too. don't you think?"

billie nodded: "it was. and i've never felt that way with anyone before"
"me neither" – i admitted, brushing a strand of hair from her face.

she smiled, her hands moving to rest on my chest. "so, what now? where do we go from here?"

i took a deep breath, my heart pounding with a mix of excitement and nervousness: "i want to be with you, billie. not just for one night. i want this to be something real"

her eyes searched mine, and i could see the emotions swirling within them. "i want that too", she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper," but we need to take things slow, figure out what this means for us", her brows scrunched together, "we don't have to rush anything. we will go gradually"

"agreed," i said, relief washing over me, "gradually sounds perfect"

"okay, now we need to figure out what we're going to do with these hickeys", she examined her neck once more and looked at me, "i can't go to a party like this tonight"

"party?", i said with confused face, "are you going to the party without me?" i chuckled.

"yeah there is gonna be my friend's birthday party at 8" – she replied.
"so you don't want me to be there?"– i sounded a bit sad and hold her hands.

"i didn't, cause i thought we'd attract too much attention and rumors, but if you want, then we'll go together baby" – she squeezed my hands a little.
"i would love to. i love parties. and be with you" – i smiled with excitement