Safe and sound

Feelings?

Harry's POV:
"Potter"..."Potterrr"
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"HARRY POTTER"
I jerk awake "WHAT?!"
"We are almost to Hogwarts they told me to wake you." The voice had said. I open my eyes..it was bright super bright. *guess I slept a little to long...* with a long sigh I rub my eyes awake and answer. "Jesus Parkinson no need to yell." "Well what was I supposed to do? Buttt where's your stupid griffindor friends? Uhh weasel anddd grammar?" "Weasley and granger Parkinson Weasley and granger." "Right-" "And for where they are there I have no idea."
She hums and walks away. I sit there for a bit the only time I have to breathe is when I wake up. There's no thoughts in my mind. It's nice. But then again I need to wake up. I push myself to stand and get my stuff together. *Bloody hell i left out my drawing pad. I gotta stop doing that.* i put my drawing utensils back in my bag my nails scratching a piece of paper making me cringe and my skin crawl. I gag. *FUCK. UGH. Ew ew ew fuck that.* i whip my hand back. *it's to early for this.* i shake my hand and finish up. Swinging my bag over my shoulder putting my arms through it one at a time. *here we go..*
I step off the train.
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I had gathered my stuff after getting off the train to take it back to my dorm only to be told griffindors and slytherins will be having to sign up for what they call "house rehab" whatever tf that means. I go and sign up. Being led to slytherin house i realize what i just did... *No fucking way. Did I just sign up to stay IN the slytherin house?!* as we walk closer and closer my mind spirals *But they all hate me. How did I-* my thoughts get cut off as the professor starts talking. "Everyone who signed up slytherin and griffindor will be dorming with the opposite house. Some slytherin will stay in the griffindor dorms and all of you will be staying in the slytherin dorms you all have been paired with a slytherin. We are using this as a form of rehab trying to heal the foundation of these houses of hatred." *great. Wonder who I'm with.* it was me and about 5 others. They look just as shocked guess they didn't read it before signing either.  Ron nor Hermione were here. Ig Hermione warned Ron. After going over the rules we were led inside given a number and a key.
"Those are your room numbers and your keys. We saved the surprise of who for you."
I roll my eyes and walk around mesmerized by the green I've always loved the color green never would admit it tho got told it was a disgusting color and that everyone would hate me if anyone found out. So I stopped talking about it. Now is no different.
As i walk through the hall i finally get to the dorm. At first I knock. no answer. Then I knock again. No answer. So I take the key and unlock it. Opening the door I immediately regret every decision i made in the last six hours. *i shouldn't have come back. I shouldnt have signed that. Lesson learned ig.* i step in making sure I'm seeing this right. *yup now THAT is a sleeping Draco Malfoy.." i set my stuff beside the empty bed the bed that's only a nightstand away from his. I sit down and decided to draw. *what maniac goes to sleep right after they get into their dorm?!* my mind overflows with thoughts and I don't even notice what I'm drawing. Once i gain focus i notice I've drawn a sleeping Draco Malfoy. *bloody hellll i did not just draw Malfoy whilst he sleeps two feet away from me..for all sakes of Merlin's tea cup. Why him?!* "fuck." I hear a shift and when I look over I get fuckin jump scared by a wide awake wide eyed not at all asleep..very much awake Draco Malfoy. "What.the.fuck." Before I could speak he starts getting up cursing "Why the hell would they put YOU in HERE?!" A bunch of fuck yous and go fuck your selfs later he storms out ima guess to go complain.
A few hours later Malfoy walks back in looking even angrier then before. "Look I know this is a shit situation. And I hate it just as much as you do but if we just ignore eachother it'll be over in a few weeks."
There was silence but the look on Draco's face wasn't anger anymore. It was worry. It was fear. "I..i don't give a.." there was a loud sigh before he continued "i don't care if you talk to me or not but you will NOT sleep here." I was silent for a while.
"Where will I sleep?" "Idk don't you have friends?!" I thought for a bit and got up. Grabbed my stuff and walked out. No words nothing. I walked over to the raven claw dorms and straight to the girls dorms. I walked until I found the room. I knocked twice and the door lightly swung open. "Hey Luna!" I say with as much excitement as i can conjure up in the moment. "Oh! Hi Harry need something?" "I was wondering if I could stay with you?" She looks around and nods. "Thank you" i walk in and set my stuff down making a bed on the floor. We didn't have classes till next week it was currently Wednesday.
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It's 2 AM and I just noticed i left my sketchbooks in Malfoys room. Luna had went to sleep already so I decided to just go grab it and come back.

I walk down the empty halls through the doors for about 15 minutes before I get inside the slytherin dorms and straight to malfoys room.
Still having the key I open the door. And went to grab my sketch book. But as soon as i touched it a heard something so I listened closer "mmmm nm no..he di..hmm m" Malfoy was sleep Talking most of it didn't sound like words but i could make out some of it. It started to get louder. Then. He was panicking words of nonsense spouting out from his mouth. He was having a nightmare.
I rush over crawling onto his bed and sliding my arm onto his chest under his arms hold his chin. *he looks..majestic..* shaking the thoughts out of my mind I shake him he doesn't wake. "Fuck. Malfoy get your ass up." Tears slide down his cheeks. "Malfoy!" I say louder Not wanting to scare him awake. He gets more panicked. I lean down close to his ear and whisper "shhh your safe.. your safe" over and over. He calms. My forehead rests beside his head. He wraps his arms around my arm clinging onto me. "Fuck." I lay down beside him. Trying to find a way to get my arm away. He's warm..calm..beautiful..
I fall asleep. My last thoughts run through my head in slow motion over and over again. Trying to convince myself..*i cant like you Malfoy. So I won't."