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Warning:Reyyana is a little toxic.
Sadly me and Ida's relationship didn't work out, the break up was super messy and it ended on bad terms, and it was all over a stupid argument maybe if I wasn't so fucking insecure I would still be with her.
1 week ago:
Ida and I have been arguing a lot lately and it's all over Nadia. I know she would never cheat on me or anything like that but the supporters keep commenting that she's secretly talking to Nadia behind my back.
"I just feel like there is something going on between you and Nadia-." I say stating my opinion as we both stood in my apartment kitchen.
"I'm gonna stop you right there because I told you time and time again there is nothing between me and her we are just friends and any flirty stuff we have ever done was strictly for content and you know that." She says getting kinda mad because we've had this conversation before.
"You need to stop letting the internet get to yo head Rey Rey for real." She says speaking again.
"I'm not letting anything get to my head." I say getting defensive even though she was right.
"Then where are you getting this from?" She asked me.
"That don't matter." I replied back to her matching the energy.
"Yes it do matter cause you come to me about this issue every couple of months out of the blue and it's obvious your getting it from the internet." She says stating facts.
"Okay and you know what I went through with my ex that cheated on me constantly behind my back so sorry if I ask you every now and then if there's something going on with you and someone else." I say raising my voice a little.
"Yeah I do know what you went through but it seems like no matter how much I try to convince you that I'MNOT doing you wrong , you won't believe me." She say also raising her voice.
"Okay well sometimes you give me reasons not to trust you, for instance that one time when you went out and didn't tell me where your were going, or when you went to the club and didn't tell me who going witchu." I spoke stating some valid reasons.
"And I explained what happened and apologized for it and you literally just said "that one time" it only happened once." She said back.
"Okay and? It still happened." I say being toxic.
"It was a simple mistake that I apologized for, mistakes happen in relationships." She said back in a duh tone.
"Whatever." I say under my breath rolling my eyes.
"You know what? Maybe we should take a break cause obviously you are too insecure to be in a relationship right now and maybe when you realize that I am faithful and trustworthy this can continue." She said which hurt me a lot but I wasn't gonna show it.
"You're right we should take a break." I say agreeing with her to show her words didn't phase me but they did.
She then goes to pack a bag and leave my apartment. Which did hurt me but at the same time this is literally all my fault and I have to stop feeling bad for myself.
Flashback over:
I've had time to reflect on my actions and behaviors, especially regarding Ida and I's relationship. This reflection made me realize how much my insecurities have affected us. I noticed how my actions have hurt her and it's time to apologize
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Ida came over the same night and we talked everything out and are taking baby steps with getting back in a relationship with each other.
A/N: I know this one is short and I'm sorry. But anyways the next one will be about Nia.❤️
