Me and My Family Affair

11. Best Friend

°•Fiona•°

With a bowl of instant noodles in my hands, I walked in the direction of my room. On my way, I glimpsed at Jace's room. The door was slightly opened, though he was sleeping in his bed. I recalled last night when I stole a kiss from him and he didn't even know it was me.

I got consumed by guilt. My act was shameful. I didn't only touch the cock of a guy who sees me as his younger sister, but I also took advantage of his unmindfulness. Sadie helped me go near him. It was her idea to put a blindfold on his eyes so that he won't be able to stop me.

I knew he wouldn't have allowed me if I'd asked him directly. And honestly I didn't have that much guts to talk about it with him.

I continued walking towards my room. I'd just came back from college. I changed my clothes and cooked something for myself. Putting my noodles on the bed, I closed my room's door.

Jace and I were step-brother and sister. After the death of my father, my mother re-married with Jace's father. That's how we were introduced to each other. I was shifted to this house in my childhood and since then Jace and I lived as siblings.

But I wasn't ignorant of Jace's alluring looks. I failed to keep my eyes clean for him. He had accepted me as his sister, but I was unable to see him as my brother. It was not possible. He had grown as a handsome, attractive guy.

However, I kept my feelings hidden from him and never told anyone about them until Sadie came in my life. I began sharing my problems with her about what I feel for Jace and that I'm unable to control my physical desires.

And the interesting thing was that my best friend Sadie didn't discourage or look down on me, instead she comforted me with her opinions that it was okay to feel the attraction towards the opposite sex. It was normal. We humans were designed this way. Our hormones made us feel this way.

Sadie made me understand the relationship between a man and woman. She had polished me. She had helped me to grow as a woman. She told me about her sexual appetite that she felt in the absence of her husband. She told me how much a woman needs a man.

Then she told me that she wanted to fuck my brother Jace. She said her sexual desires were reached to a level where she would be ready to sleep with any man....even if it was her own brother-in-law. Sadie was a strong, confident woman. She didn't mind disclosing her desires in front of Jace. She didn't feel ashamed of her lust unlike me.

I wanted to learn that confidence. If I had that kind of confidence, I would have also gone to Jace and confessed everything instead of doing it secretly.

I was sad inside that Sadie approached Jace before me. She got Jace, but not me. But somehow my sadness reduced because Sadie was helping me go near him. I was thankful to Sadie that she was helping me fulfill my desires. Though it counted as minor favours because I wanted to sleep with Jace.

I wanted him to fuck me, wrap his masculine physique around me, shower kisses all over my body. I wanted to lose my virginity to him. Just bringing all those desires for him in my mind was enough to make me wet between my legs.

I knew Jace didn't see me that way. I was a sister to him. That's why I was scared to express my feelings to him. He was not even comfortable discussing his relation with Sadie. He was irritated when I tried to be close with him. These were the signs that made me comprehend that I didn't stand a chance.

So I decided to secretly admire him. But it was unacceptable. It was sad. If Sadie was getting a chance to experience a man's touch, why couldn't I? Why Jace couldn't do it with me too? What would be wrong with that?

Was I not attractive enough like Sadie? Maybe Jace like Sadie's looks more. She was a beautiful woman. She knew the charms to attract any man. Maybe I should learn the techniques too from her to lure Jace towards me.

With these thoughts, I finished eating my noodles. I unlocked my phone and checked my social account. I saw Sadie had posted a picture of two of us from my account. It made me smile. Sadie and I hadn't hidden our passwords from each other.

I got up from my bed with an empty bowl. I was now craving for a fresh juice so I ambled towards the kitchen. Sadie had gone to her mother's place today. I was already missing her. When she would be back, I would ask her to cook something delicious for me or we would order a food delivery and watch a movie together late at night.

"Are you home, my darling?" Mom was in the kitchen. She said when she saw me.

I placed the empty dishes near the sink, "Yes, Mom. You were in your room so I didn't disturb you."

"Yes, I was just taking a nap. You know that Sadie had gone to see her Mother?"

"Yep, Mom. She told me about it last night."

Mom was preparing a cup of tea for herself, "The house seems empty without her presence. You would be missing her too. You both are inseparable."

I giggled, remembering our off-the-record makeout sessions, "Sadie is my best friend." I said proudly.

I loved Sadie as my sister, as my bestfriend and as my partner. She was one of my favourite persons in the whole world. She had helped me controlling my sexual needs. She had warned me that I should not just trust any guy because I was young. Because men can be evil. She offered me that she would be there for me if I would need physical proximity until I find the right guy for myself.

Mom stepped out of the kitchen with her cup filled with tea. I started preparing fresh mango juice for myself. I saw Jace entered the kitchen. Our gaze met. He passed me his signature smile and that weakened my heart.