The Mafia's Stella (ON HOLD)

Broken

Mia's POV:

I wake up to noises around me. I am still really sleepy so can only make a couple of them out.

"Why Sandro?"

"I don't care if it's summer, you should've woken me to cuddle and watch a movie with you guys"

"Nah, you don't care about us, you just want to cuddle with Mia." I finally make the voices out and recognize Matteo, Enzo, Sandro, and Xavier. Xander is probably off somewhere glaring at a wall.

"Welllll.... yeah, I mean looking at Enzo's face I can tell he wants to cuddle her too," Xavier says.

"Yeah yeah, but be quiet you will wake her up," Sandro says and I feel his chest rumble as he says it. I groan letting them know I am awake, I open my eyes and blink a couple of times. The movie is twenty minutes from being over, and Matteo and Xavier are hovering over me. I look in their eyes and see a hint of amusement, but mostly love. I smile and cuddle back into Sandro, he chuckles and tightens his grip on me. Xavier and Matteo take their seats next to Enzo and Sandro. I try to stay awake to watch the end of the movie but end up falling asleep again.

This time I wake up and recognize that we are on the third Pirates of the Caribbean movie. I look up at Sandro confused, and see him looking down at me amusingly.

"Why are we on the third one?" I ask Sandro.

"We ended up watching the second one and are close to finishing the third one," he says smirking at me. I nod my head and go back to sleep. I don't know why I am so tired, I think it is because I never got good sleep at my old house/hell.

I wake up feel someone carrying me. I look up and see Matteo, I furrow my eyebrows at him. He notices me looking and looks down at me lovingly.

"What's going on?" I ask groggily.

"You slept through all of the movies, and dinner is ready. So, I am carrying you to the dining room," Matteo says softly. I nod and put my head on Matteo's chest.

We arrive at the dinner table and I look to see all of my family there. Alexander, Dad, and Gio are talking while Xander, as I, predicted is glaring at a wall. They all turn their heads towards me, and smile. Except Xander of course.

Matteo places me next to Xavier and him. He smirks at Gio and Sandro, while they glare back. I giggle making all of their eyes soften, including Xander.

I see a plate of pizza in front of me and smile, my two favorite foods are pasta and pizza. I start eating when my dad suddenly asks me a question making my whole world do a fucking 180.

"What was your life like with Emily, bambina?" he asks staring at me curiously. I see upset faces, probably because of the mention of her name. My hands start shaking, and I feel my eyes well up with tears. I try to gather as much confidence as I can and say something.

"It-t was goo-d.." I say shakily. I notice everyone's expression change form upset to concern.

"What the fuck do you mean it-t was goo-d?" Xander says mockingly. I shake my head and feel a tear fall.

"Xander enough," Alex says so calmy it makes everyone gulp except my dad.

"NO, SHE IS CLEARLY LYING, I MEAN LOOK AT HER!" Xander says yelling loudly. I start shaking and feel more tears fall. I hear the voices in my head yelling at me, telling me I won't live to see tomorrow. I feel Enzo take my hand and rub circles, while Sandro tries to comfort me. It does nothing to help though.

"Xander leave this table right now, your phone will be gone for a week," my dad says. But Xander only gets angrier.

"I AM NOT FUCKING LEAVING, THIS BITCH IS SUCH AN ATTENTION SEEKER. WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING HIDING, HUH? YOU THINK ANYONE HERE WANTS A BROKEN SISTER LIKE YOU, WHO DROPS GLASS AND CUTS HER FOOT. WHO HAS A SHOULDER AND BACK INJURY. YOU CAN'T EVEN FUCKING WALK. YOU PROBABLY WERE SPOILED WITH EMILY. I BET YOU LIVED THE BEST LIFE WITH ALL THE MONEY THAT SHE STOLE. YOU ARE JUST LIKE EMILY, MAYBE EVEN WORSE THAN HER IF THAT IS EVEN POSSIBLE AN......" I cut him off by smashing my plate on the ground. I look at him with a broken expression, with tears running down my face like a waterfall.

"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE SAY I AM ANYTHING LIKE THAT WHORE. I WOULDN'T EVEN CONSIDER HER A MOTHER. YOU THINK I GREW UP SPOILED, HA YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO COME DOWNSTAIRS AND GET BEATEN TO DEATH FOR NOT COOKING BREAKFAST. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE SCARED IF YOU WILL LIVE TO SEE TOMORROW BECAUSE YOU HAVE BRUISES AND BROKEN BONES. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO SEE A WHOLE ASS GROWN MAN CHARGING TOWARDS YOUR THIRTEEN YEAR OLD SELF AND ALMOST CHOKING YOU TO DEATH. OH, AND LET'S NOT FORGET ABOUT HOW I WAS STARVED MY WHOLE LIFE AND HAD TO GO TO THE FUCKING LIBRARY TO FIND MEDICAL BOOKS SO I COULD BANDAGE MYSELF UP RIGHT. NO, YOU DON'T ASSHOLE, SO DON'T COME JUDGING ME AND CALLING ME A BITCH WHEN YOU GREW UP IN THIS PLACE. I WAS SHOVED IN A BASEMENT WITH A BUCKET OF WATER. GO FUCK YOUR SELF XANDER." I say breathing heavily. I push my chair out and run upstairs, not waiting to see how they react.

I reach my room and shut the door and lock it. I realize that my foot starts hurting again, thanks to the adrenaline I was able to run, but now it hurts like hell. My ribs and throat are burning from yelling. I limp over to the couch and was about to sit down, when I see the person who I hate the most other than Xander.

The fucking flight attendant.

Sorry the chapter was kinda short. But the next chapter is going to be chaos as well, so don't worry :)

Anyways so yeah, hope you enjoyed Xander being an idiot.

I DO NOT OWN ANY PHOTOS USED IN THIS BOOK.