Chapter 1

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Life has always been unfair to me. It took away all my happiness--my loved ones. I know how that feels... being alone , craving the love I never recieved , the care I never achieved. I have always found myself very selfish at times... I tend to stay away from people--not a good hobby i know for sure but what if they leave me?? The question always occurs. Yes i have attachment issues along with a trauma but i thought living by myself--thinking i will always be better if i remained selfish was true. Until i met her. Avery-- a six year old girl comes around the same time i do in the park.. it was unexpected of me--to get attached with a little girl. I just knew i can give her my all....i started loving her more than i did to anyone in this life. She is a part of my small life now.....


i was in my own thoughts when i saw avery waving at me from afar-- I waved back to her as she ran towards me with extreme joy on her face.

"HII ANNIEEE" she said while jumping into my arms. "Hello there my love , where have you been i was waiting for you" i replied. "Hello Mrs. Smith , How are you this morning" i asked the old Beautiful lady who happened to be Avery's Grandmother. "Oh I am Alright dear , Sorry to keep you waiting avery's had an event in kindergarden today" said Mrs. Smith. "It's not a problem Mrs.Smith i totally understand" i replied while smiling at her generously before turning back to Avery--

"So how was your day dear?" i asked Avery as she sat on my lap.. "So good we got gifts and played games and-and-All the kids had their Parents present today to play with them" she replied. "Ooh how fun!! Did our Avery Play with her Dad??" i asked her. Suddenly her mood changed and she looked down.."He didn't come he was busy" she replies in a lower tone "it's alright my dad works hard so i don't mind" she said to me. i felt bad for her. How can he not pay attention to his own daughter knowing her Mother is not in the world anymore.


"Let's Play something" i said to avery while she screamed in joy hearing that. I took her to the slides and she loved every bit of it. few hours later-- "Annie you are my bestfriend i want to be like you in the future" said avery. "you will be so much better than me avery, So eat properly and grow tall okay??" i said to avery while she cutely, "Bye Bye annie" she said while waving at me. I waved back at her and came back to my apartment--my room a dark lonely room....i never realized how much of a loner i was until i met them.

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