Chapter 7

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Rowby-John Rodriguez' Point of View

31st December 2023

TW: Swearwords

It's just around 1 am, and I am dead tired. I'm finally home, and I unlocked the door. Softly closing and locking it behind me. I removed my shoes, having not needed to wear my jacket, so I just decided to not even bring it. I tiptoed to Luke's room, and leaned up against the doorframe. I smiled to myself, seeing him peacefully sleeping in his bed. I walked over to the bed and lied down next to him, wrapping my arms around his warm body. Suddenly a subconcious smile appeared across his face. I felt so happy to be with him. But just then I remembered. I'm not his boyfriend... I said just for the day, and that day is over. Damn it Rowby, you fucked it up again. You should just have asked him to be your boyfriend! And not just for the day damn it. You can really be such an idiot sometimes! Fucking damn it. After a while, I felt my eyes getting heavy, and progressively heavier. I probably can't stay up much longer. But I probably shouldn't either. It's like 1 am... I should really go... to...... sleep..........

My eyes opened slowly, not feeling my arms wrapped around anyone anymore. I turned around and picked up my phone from the table. It's 9 am. Fucking damn it. I sat up, putting my glasses back on, and then getting up afterwards. I walked into the living room where Luke was sat. He was on the couch, and as soon as he saw me, his face lit up. "Hi Rowby!" he said excitedly. I smiled and sat down next to him. He leaned his head on my shoulder, and I felt my arm wrap itself around his shoulders. I pulled him a slight bit onto me, and leaned closer to his neck. I kissed it gently, just wanting more and more. I knew that I shouldn't, but I just didn't stop. Or well, I did eventually, but it just felt like forever. I took a deep breath as we locked eyes. "I love you." I said after a moment of silence. He smiled happily and said: "I love you too..." I smirked and leaned in to kiss him, just quickly. I placed my lips against his soft ones, and it just felt so good. Like the best feeling I had ever felt, and I can't even describe it. The love I have for this guy, whom I barely knew a few months ago... it's absolutely insane... I pulled away and we locked eyes once again. Mesmorising... absolutely stunning face he has. "I love you Luke... I really do. And I know you said you aren't ready for a relationship yet... but would you concider maybe being my boyfriend-  for real this time?" I asked, smiling brightly at him, just hoping that he'd say yes. His eyes lit up and he nodded eagerly. "Yes! Please!" he said excitedly, almost having tears in his eyes. I smiled, pulled him in and kissed him once again.

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