Would you ever love me?

9-Hoseok /Yoongi

(This is P.O.V of Hoseok after he came back home from Kenji's house)

After returning back I collected myself.

And I thank God when I noticed Han and Seulgi were fast asleep.

I quickly prepared breakfast for them before I went to take bathe.

I than woke them up got them ready and made them have breakfast.

After having breakfast I took children to bookstore.

Han likes reading books a lot.

I let him chose his books while I and Seulgi looked for some bed time Stories for her.

After we were done shopping we stopped by Jungkook's house.

As Seulgi was missing her Kookie so much.

We had our lunch their and stayed their till evening.

Children were tired so I made simple Mac and cheese for them and bathe them and put them to sleep.

I was about to call Eunjae regarding Divorce matter when Yoongi barged into my room.

I was hoping to not see his face today.

Lately I have been seeing him a lot.

He is never around most of time ....or shall I say all the time .

He slammed me on bed.

The audacity of this...

He started touching me...and even though I hate him...my body.... doesn't...no matter how much I try to push him away he knows....my buttons....ah it's frustrating.

Thankfully we didn't go all way which we would have if not for Han who knocked door.

I was worried when Han told me Seulgi was crying.

Seulgi is Happy child.
Rarely cries.
And always strong .

She is my little fighter

I and Han did everything we could but she didn't stop crying.

I was surprised as well as scared when Yoongi asked me to hand Seulgi to him.

He had never picked up Han or Seulgi ever.

I have raised them all by myself.

I reluctantantly handed Her to him and was even more surprised to see Seulgi stop crying .

He hummed tune....I know that tune...I have heard it...million times.

Han kept his Head in my lap and I wrapped my arms around him.
He shifted in my lap and I gently kissed him.

I saw Han looking At Yoongi and Seulgi ....with yearning.

I turn his face away from them as I pulled him towards me.

I once made mistake yearning for love and look where I found myself

I lost everything to have him yet I didn't get him.

"Han"

"Omma "

"Would you be happy if we build our own home ??"

"our own home ?"

"yes ...with you me and Seulgi just us ."

I calmly waited for his response.

"Okay " he mumble as he hug me.

I smiled and kissed him.

Soon I drifted into sleep.