Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. So many clothes to wear, but I don't want to wear any of them. Maybe I should just go naked. Yea, try explaining that to the principle, that would sexual harassment for anyone who walked past me. I need to get my life together. Um okay dress? Skirt? Birthday suit? Come on Wren Focus. Okay shirt, pants, lets do this. Oh and don't forget shoes........... Okay I think we are ready. Time for my horrible pet talk that never helps.
Wren , you are going to walk in there and you are going to pretend that you are the villain that is chillin, and no one can take that away from you. You will be smart, and polite, you will not cry whenever a hot guy doesn't look at you. You stand tall and you will shine bright. And it you mess up your whole family will disown you. Have a nice day! Amazing right?
Sighing, I look at my reflection one more time before having to leave it for the day. Everything will be okay. Grabbing the last of my things I run down the stairs hoping to miss family time in the kitchen.
" Wren?" Every time. I might as well grab some toast before I go.
" Wren is not available right now she has to get to school." I quickly rush in and grab the freshest toast out of my brother hand and starts towards the door." Bye mom, bye Wyatt." Closing the door befor anyone can respond, I quickly head towards the bus stop, on the verge of being late. Ahh, I loved winter in the city, it was pretty and cozy, even though I just stepped outside and my toes are close to falling off, I've never felt better.
The sound of my bus's door closing took me out of my trance and caused me to run to where it was about to pull off. I slammed on the bus door and the man stopped and opened the door with meanest scowl. " Come on Wren". I smiled paying no mind to Kurt and his rude demeanor. I walked down the aisle way looking for an empty seat. Being silently greeted by old and new faces, finally finding an empty seat. Sitting down, I waiting for the bus to pull away. As I awaited for Kurt to start I realized that he was talking to someone. Like everyone else and they're nosy selves, I rose from my seat to look at the hold up. And my I say it was a good looking hold up. A cute little hat covering up his head, all wrapped up he was. His rosy red cheeks and the tip of his nose made him look even more small and hugable. He was so beautiful.
After Kurt dismissed him, he started looking for a seat. I knew that he would have to pass my seat, since there where none in the front. So to not look like I was shaping our future babies, I took out my head phone while he was walking down the isle so I could avoid any eye contact. The bus started to take off, and he still didn't have a seat. What if he thought I was trying to keep him from siting here, that would not be good. I sat up to see where he was, he was no where in sight. I felt like my dog just died, where did my future husband go? " Um hey, can I sit?" I couldn't help but smile, but I cant act like a hyperactive puppy already. I turned around to face the devil himself, smiling and all he looked down on me. Brown was my new favorite color, his eyes were the definition of happiness. I need to say something before he walks away.
" Ye-- yea of course." Good job Wten you sound too eager, get it together. He smiled and sat down. I wasn't even touching him, but his warmth overcame all the coldness that was outside. Silently we sat, both looking forward, avoiding any awkward glances. Even though I stole a few out of peripheral vision but nothing too shameful. Kurt took a sharp turn and that sent me flying his way, our shoulders touch and I almost screamed. Am I crazy for wanting to marry a man I just met? But its true love, you cant break us apart. I want to hug him.
Kurt slammed on the break for one last time when I realized we were in front of the school. I wasn't ready to go I want to sit here forever. Well all good things come to an end. He waited for the rest of them to get off, until he stood up and started got off the bus. I just sat there helpless, the love of my life left me, I don't know what to do to myself. "Come on Wren, I have other schools to pick up."
" Have you ever been in love Kurt?" I sat dazed in my seat. Why wont he love me?
" Get off of my bus."
" Okay fine, fine." I grabbed my stuff and walked towards the door. " You know my mom is single and she like, big sweaty and low hygiene guys. I think you would be perfect--"
" Wren?"
" Yes?" I smiled.
'' Leave!" I jumped and ran off the bus, almost getting closed in the door and falling on the ground. I heard Kurt laugh and drive off. Leaving me on the ground the freezing ground. I was waiting for someone to be kind enough to help me up, but nice people don't seem to exist, so I got up myself. Wiping off the invisible dirt and snow and started towards the door, while I was low key looking for my future husband. When I finally found him, he was looking straight at me, with that little sympathetic look. I smiled, even though I wanted to punch him for being so darn cute and for not helping me up. He smile and looked down, like he was embarrassed I caught him. I laughed at how bashful he was. The bell rung and our little talk with our eyes were over, and class was starting. But I just wanted one more look, looking back at where I thought he was. Sadly he wasn't there, Every time, why cant he just stay in one place. Okay I need to calm down. Taking a deep breathe I walked towards the school doors. Yayyy fun.
Haii so I didn't think I would post this today but I did so YAYAYAYA and I hope whoever is reading this likes it, and thank you. I love you, and VOTEEE please thank you!!!
Indyloo ;)
Also if I have any spelling please tell me so I can fix it, I want it to be perfect lol. Thanks!
