Trust Me

Special Chapter

A/N: Hello! I was actually not going to release this part because I wanted this fanfic to be wholesome, but since this story already reached 1k reads in a short time, this is my thank-you chapter from the readers! Enjoy reading!

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Winter's

When my laughter died down a bit, I felt Jimin unnie's eyes at me, so I looked at her; her face was just neutral, like she was so serious about this.

Seeing her serious face and looking so intently at me made me nervous. Our faces are also still close to each other because I'm still comfortably resting on unnie's body.

I feel like my throat becomes dry after realizing our atmosphere right now, so I slowly backed away from Jimin unnie. I don't know why we became so awkward.

When I'm about to back away, Jimin unnie doesn't let me get away from her even just an inch because she quickly grabs my arm, making me gasp a bit from the sudden act.

"Minjeong, I'm serious," she seriously said while I'm looking at her with widened eyes. Actually, I forgot what's this about; why are we in this situation?

"I want you to continue your massage for me," she said in a whispery tone. Oh, I finally remembered now that she's acting like this because of our disrupted massage earlier. I'm not used to Jimin unnie behaving this way, to be honest.

I'm getting nervous when she's being her serious self; I'm feeling my heartbeat is raising a bit more faster.

What if. . . Karina unnie wants more than a massage. I don't know what I should do.

My body stiffened, and I suddenly couldn't think straight when I realized Jimin unnie just carefully put my hand inside her shirt just to let me touch her bare skin that's covering her white shirt, the only piece of clothing she's wearing on her upper body. Yes, no bra or anything. Karina unnie just doesn't sleep wearing a bra at night, so I'm not really surprised about it that much.

I didn't touch any unnie's sensitive part, just her side upper body where she's having body pain earlier.

I immediately took out my hand from inside her shirt and quickly backed away from her when I realized where this was going.

The way Jimin unnie looks at me and her body language tells me that this isn't just going to be a massage; it's something else. I know what she wants from me, and for some reason I'm uncertain if everything is going to be okay between us if we continue this whole thing.

I think Jimin unnie noticed my uncertainty about the situation and felt my nervousness, so she slowly approached me again. Unlike earlier, when she was being serious and intense with me, she became more gentle and understanding.

"Hey, it's okay, Minjeongie, it's just me; there's no need to be nervous; everything will be fine; don't you trust me?" she asked me, like she's talking to a child because she's using her baby voice at me so suddenly, as if she didn't look at me like she wanted to devour me earlier. I still don't get her quick changes of personality whenever we're together; she can be playful at first, but she can change into someone that can punish you or something in a span of time.

"I-I trust you, unnie, and I know your intention right now," I nervously replied to her. I gulped when I saw her gentle smile quickly fade, and her face became serious once again when she realized I knew what she'd been doing.

She nodded approvingly and leaned on the bed frame again, not breaking her eye contact with me. She's not smiling anymore and just crossed her arms. Did I upset her?

"So you know what I want, then what are you going to do about it, Winter?" she called me Winter again. I think she's upset.

I quickly looked away and just played with my fingers because I'm getting awkward. I need to calm myself first before I respond to Jimin unnie.

"I. . .I" Dammit, why can't I construct a simple sentence in front of her?!

"It's okay, Winter; don't pressure yourself; I'm not forcing you to do everything that I wanted to do; you can now breathe normally." I heard Jimin Unnie's voice when I was trying to think of a response to her.

"I don't want you to think that I'm forcing you into this just because we already know our feelings for each other; if you're not comfortable, I won't do anything to force you," she continued, so I looked at her again. Her face is still neutral. I don't know what she's thinking, but I also don't want to just end this chance with her.

"No, no! Y-you misunderstood, unnie. I-I'm okay with this; I'm okay with everything, so you're not forcing me." I quickly replied, panicking slightly, so I saw her eyebrow raised a bit like she's reading my reaction, making sure I'm being honest with myself.

"Really? Are you sure, Winter?" she asked me again, so I nodded and looked away.

"It's just. . . I don't know anything about this mature stuff, unnie. . . I'm really nervous, but. . . I don't want to disappoint you," I admitted, and looked at her again to see her reaction. She was looking at me with unexplainable eyes, like she couldn't believe what I just told her.

But after awhile, she smiled at me and gestured for me to come to her, so I did.

"Baby," she called me with her favorite endearment and caressed my cheek. My heart wouldn't stop panicking inside my chest at how affectionate she is to me right now. This is why I always want to avoid Jimin unnie's advances at me because I'm not strong enough to handle these kinds of gestures and looks that she's giving me.

"I won't be disappointed in you; in fact, you're so cute right now," she said fondly and chuckled.

"It's fine if you're too innocent to do things that I like; I'm willing to teach you some things anyway," she said again and smirked. Okay now I'm getting scared. Her eyes changed, like she wanted to devour me again.

I want to back away from her again, but I remained calm and didn't make it obvious that I'm being affected by her.

"I'm really grateful that you're considering this thing with me, baby." I think she's not really dropping that endearment at me anytime soon; when will I get used to it? My knees are getting weak whenever she calls me 'baby' with that sweet and gentle voice she had. This is torture again for me.

I didn't respond because I felt like my throat was dry. I don't know what to say either, so I just stared at her blankly, not thinking straight, like I didn't have anything in mind because Jimin Unnie is making me not normal again.

She just laughed lightly at my reaction and just said, "Well, now then, let's start by kissing." Now, I'm honestly convinced that I'm getting insane after hearing what she had said.

My body tensed up once again, and I looked at her with wide eyes, so she smiled innocently. How dare she smile like that after saying that kissing stuff to me?!

"What? You don't even know how to kiss, Minjeong?" She asked while laughing a bit, like she was so amused by my reaction.

"Come on, it's just a kiss, Minjeong; don't be too nervous," she continued, still with that playful smile of hers. She's making fun of me now, I see.

"I'm-I'm not," I muttered, and as I looked away, I saw how her eyebrow raised at what I said in my peripheral vision, like she's judging me.

"Well then, if you're not, then give me a kiss." My eyes quickly looked at her in disbelief after what she said.

"What? If we're really going to do this, we need to start, right? It's just a kiss, Minjeong." Oh my god, is this really happening? Jimin Unnie is asking for a kiss?? So are we going to kiss??

"Well, that depends on you, I guess," she suddenly said, then laughed. Did I just say my last thought out loud?? This is so embarrassing.

Why is this so awfully awkward?!

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A/N: Another jmj moments for jmj enjoyers out there!