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There were two options.
First I could be a fucking paranoid.
Second Chase could be really fishy.
I did something that wasn't like me and trusted him from the start without any other thought. But after that dinner and his mood swings I wasn't sure anymore.
One day he says he wants more the other day he pretends as if it wasn't him.
That's when I realized.
I had to be more careful.

Today was the day of the dinner with the partner. I got up and dressed myself. It was late in the afternoon so I wore a really short black dress with a big blazer on top. Some black high heels while doing a smoky makeup. I got out and went to the entrance where Chase was waiting for me in the car. We didn't talked since this morning. I got into the car.

I tried to escape his eyes while he was staring at me still not starting driving. I looked out of the window. I looked at his direction, my eyes still not on him.
„Drive." I said without any emotion. I will not get distracted anymore.
That little girl woke up.
He started driving without a word.

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Everything went smoothly at the dinner except for the fact that I was at Chase with my thoughts. I couldn't see him anywhere. I went to the bathroom and took a deep breath. I had to get into that car once again. I was about to leave but someone grabbed my hand and pinned me on the cold door. My breath was getting heavier my body reacted to his touch while my brain tried to resist it.

„Chase let me go." I said trying to pull myself together. „I am afraid that's not going to happen." He said looking at my eyes. His look slipped to my lips but came back to my eyes immediately. He added with a deep tone. „Ma'am".

He came near my neck and took a deep breath of my smell. My hands on his chest trying to push him. It was like a fight between my heart and my brain.

Brain said push, heart said pull.

And today my body listened to my heart. Today it chose kissing Chase lips and going trough his hair with my hand.
I felt Chase hand going slowly up making my mini dress shorter. I moaned after feeling his hands on my hip rolling my dress up.
„Chase." I said with difficulty. „Rosé." he said easily.
Realizing how my name suited his mouth beautifully. „Don't" my brain talked. He started giving my neck soft kisses. „Rosé don't." He said copying me.

A nock „Excuse me is someone in there?" I heard a voice. While my brain was thanking that woman who was probably there for a while, while my heart cursed at her. Looking at Chase he was also cursing. „2 more minutes please." I said hearing a ‚okey' and footsteps that went away.

I looked at the mirror cleaning up my ruined lipstick. Chase copied me and waited till I applied my lipstick on. He leaned next to the door his arms crossed. He started talking.

„I do not regret it."

He said talking out of the blue.

„I would do it again." he said looking at me from the mirror. Our eyes met on the mirror.

„Than behave like it and prove it with your actions."
I said since I was sick of his character changes. He looked like he didn't expect that. Without waiting for him I got out of the bathroom and headed to the car.

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I AM SO SORRYYYYY😭😭
Guys my dog ate my new chapter😃

Jokes aside I will try writing more I promise or I don't. I do not have such a trust on me:)))

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By the way this chapter was longer because you guys had to wait.

Enjoy.

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