YOUTUBERS ONESHOTS<3|| SWARNALI

REMINISCE OF HIM (TRIGGERED INSAAN)

It was a rainy day, Y/N forgot to bring an umbrella like everytime.

She came out of her music class and saw it's  raining heavily outside.

"Mummy ki baat sun Leni chahiye thi" Y/N mumbled to herself.

The cafe in front of the music class is usually closed at this time, but luckily it was open today.

Y/N wasted no time heading inside the cafe to escape the rain.The cafe seems beautiful from inside, very aesthetic architecture,Inside the cafe, the song "TUNE JO NA KAHA" was playing softly on the speakers. there was also a separate reading corner.

Y/N thought something and went to the bookshelves and started looking for books.Her eyes fell on a book suddenly, "The Fault in Our Stars" by John Green.

As Y/N goes to pick up the book, someone's hand lightly pushes against hers. As if the opposite person was also going to take that book.

Their eyes meet each other.

"Nischay!" Y/N sighed softly.

As soon as she saw him, his Reminisce hits her hard.

"Are tum...Kaisi ho!?" He asked her with a forced smile on his face.

She just nodded in reply.

"Tum?" She added.

"Bas..beet Rahi hai zindagi" he answered.

He leaved it and gave her the book, For which their hands collided with each other.

"Mujhe nahi laga tha tum abhi bhi John Green padhte ho.." she said turning the pages of the book.

"Aadat itni asani se chhut ti hai kya?" He started looking for another book from the bookshelf.

"Woto hai.. bohot cheeze bhulane ki koshish Karo bhi to nahi bhulayi jaati.." Y/N's eyes were brimming with tears.

"Waise kya kar rahi ho ajkal?" He asked her while fixing his glasses.

"तूने जहां छोड़ा था हाथ मेरा,
जहां टूटा था हमारा सफर..
जरा पीछे मुड़ के देख कभी,
मैं आज भी खड़ी हूं उसी मोड पर.."

Y/N said these few lines while looking inside the book, she didn't even have the courage to look at his face.

Because she knows, looking at him again, the old memories will drag her back.She will remember all the things like walking with him on the street, getting wet in the rain, Sharing the story of what happened throughout the day, singing and sharing many other moments with him. All the things that she overcame and moved on in her life, will catch up with her again.

Y/N doesn't want to go back to those days, when she fought with Nischay almost every day for the misunderstandings of their relationship.She doesn't want to go back to those nights when her pillow became wet with her cries.

Maybe Nischay never wanted to leave her, but the situation doesn't stay with anyone.

Y/N still remembers the day she saw Nischay for the last time, then today.

A flashback hits her.

"Tum mujhe kabhi nahi samajh sakte!" She almost cried out.

"Aur tum?!..tumne kabhi Samajh ne ki koshish ki hai mujhe?" The veins in Nischay's eyes turned red with anger.

"Fine!..jab samajhti hi nahi hu to leave me nah!"

"That's your fault.. that's.. that's your fucking fault!!..tum kabhi sort out nahi karti!" Nischay yelled at Y/N.

"Oh.. okay" Y/N said that and left.

Nischay called her from behind many times, but she didn't listen. She could not expect that the person she loves will not understand her.

While Y/N was thinking all this, a voice brought her to reality.

"Y/N?!..kaha kho gayi!?" Nischay shook her lightly.

"Huh?!..nahh..kuch nahi" she atleast came back to her senses.

"Tum aj bhi nahi badli..Aj bhi zone out ho jaati ho" He smiled and said.

"Par waqt to badal Gaya haina nischay" Y/N looked directly into his eyes "haina?"

Before Nischay could say anything, A girl came to him.

"Sorry Baby Baarish ho rahi thi to der ho gayi" Then the girl saw me "dost hai tumhari?" She asked Nischay.

Y/N managed to give a painful smile and nods.

"Girlfriend?" Y/N asked Nischay.

"Fiance..Shruti here" They both shook hands.

Nischay didn't say a word, Maybe he was thinking that Y/N will somehow will be sad. But she really don't want him to say anything,cause the girl seems like a very kind person.All the things that she has had to go through in her own life, she doesn't want anyone else to have to.

"Join us in the coffee nah!" She then elbowed Nischay "bolo nahh!!"

"Han..han..join us" He said as if he was forced.

By that time, I saw that the rain had stopped outside.

"Aj nahi..fir kabhi..warna Ghar pohoch ne mei der ho jayegi.." Y/N hurried.

"It's okay..Nischay will drop you..You don't have to worry about anything."she insisted.

I looked at Nischay "tumne gaari chalani kab sikhi?..mujhe jitna pata hai you were the crash driving King"

"Are you can't even guess, isko pehle khana banana nahin aata tha.. isne Mere liye cooking Sikhli.. pehle music ka "M" nahin aata tha.. Abhi guitar Baja leta hai, raat ko mujhe gaana gakar bhi sunata hai..He has improved a lot" Shruti said putting her hand on his shoulder.

Y/N then flashed back to all those days, fighting over being him a irresponsible, About his irresponsibilities.

"You're staying nah?" She asked me again with a cute smile.

"So sweet of you Shruti..but I am in a little hurry.." Y/N said again.

"Umm.. okay! But next time pakka huh?!"She grinned.

"Sure..bye then" they hugged each other.

"Bye" she whispered looking at Nischay.

Then she left the cafe, walking towards my house.

Somewhere in her mind, she felt that once Nischay would call her from behind and make her stay. That "don't go, stand for once, forgive my mistakes". but she doesn't want that, she can't steal someone's love and make it her own. Now Nischay is perfect, correcting the mistakes of their relationship and creating a new relationship.she can't break that,she can't.

The End