July 7,sunday 6:30 pm
"Leggo off me no dawgshit yuh just wah lock me dung me need fe go home"i stared to cry cause my boyfriend jay would'nt let me go home whenever i came here it's getting late and i dont want to sleep here i was thinking......
Back from my thought's he slapped me across my face"badman stap behave like yaa punk a fucking me yaa stay wid"he said
he's so abusive if me never waa cocky me would'nt reach so far.
I gave up i wanna leave him so bad...so i gave up and did what he said i swear to god when i got out here i"ll never be back...
"Bam bam"i heard the door knock i sat up and jay go a get the door when he did it i saw my brother and i got up and run towards him"wah yaa do a saltspring?"he asked.
I told him everything and he warn jay and bring me home i felt use why am i even with him i wen't to my room and took a shower and do my skin care when i get back to my room i was shocked to see this bitch...
"Likkle suck cock gyal yuh no have bed?"i said to my big sister gabby she's two years older than me she's 18..."when jay did a kill yuh wid lick why yuh neva tell him that"she said laughing while i kept a straight face...
Next minute i was breaking down into tears and my sister asked me "what's wrong?"i sat down and told her"since mommy move to st.mary it's getting worst and jay slap me inna me face"i said and she sat up and hit me in my face and said "a so me grow yuh fe tek man lick look how long yuh fe left him tt look pon me yaa big girl yuh naa depend pon nby fe nun him naa feed yuh if yuh need nun asked me or kimani we naa itch fe give yuh bredda a the three we live grow together we live a mobay uh gone way a fucking saltspring fe man"she said and i started to cry even harder"yaa 16 bbc 16 yuh no ready fe dem deh lifestyle deh yet me very disappointed in a you dwg jh knw"she left my room and that's when i started to cry even harder....
Thirty minutes later after crying i decide to change up my life i took up my iphone 12 pro max and deleted jay number block him and deleted every memories after am finished with that i burn't s some of his sweaters and leave a special one after am finish with that i heard kimani called me he's my big brother he's the biggest one he's 22 we don't have a father i used to live with my mom but she moved to live with her new husband in st.mary i visit her on sunday it's holiday no school no exam and am going to 17 in 7month time ik it's far away.....i went downstairs and saw yamhead kelesha my brother side woman these niggas whore asf.
As i walked into the kitchen i open the cubboard and took out cornfalkes and a creamy malt lasco after tooking it out and mix it i sit around the island and started to eat i saw miss nuffy coming
Yes we can't get along she's too nuff i started to think about my sister gabby she left earlier probably deh a man yaad even tho were not talking...back from my thoughts i started to heard mumbling when i look around i hear kelesha said"me doh kmw a wa eno a muss cock yaa tek mek uh feel yuh big"she said"cause yuh come down here and see big oman weh could a be yuh mada n dvn seh hi"after she said that i stood up and cough and said"first of all when me come down here me neva see yuh cause your nobody"from the girl tell me bredda seh me suck cock a hate har"ahem you could neveeerrrrr be my mother tf yuh dumb nblct and fool yaa jss 19 and seh yuh could a be me mada hello miss nuffy yuh betta gwan weh yaa go cs my mouth no join church"she kissed her teeth and sit fool yf i saw my brother came down here. and said "a wah gwn?" Kelesha jump up "ask yuh likkle nasty sister" "nasty like yuh big pussy"i said "yow uno shut up and find uno room"i felt bad my brother should be there for me but he did'nt...
"Knock knock"i heard my door i put on my bed slippers when i opened it i could'nt believe who it was..
