Mine to Love

2. Mia

"Fuck" i groaned in frustration. How could a man be that much asshole.

"What's up mia?" I hear a familiar voice. My head snapped in the direction of voice and i find my best friend jiya standing like a princess in my poor shop.

"Not----"

"I saw those two men. Who were they?" She ask. Excited and curiousity lingers in her voice.

To be honest I don't want to talk about them, especially him. The man was full of attitude, the way he was gazing around, god that's sucks.

"One was goody goody second was asshole" i tell her.

She placed her hand on the counter as something gleam in her eyes.

"Tell me about that asshole" she asks. I rolled my eyes. My best friend is obsessed with books and grumpy fictional men. She thinks one day she'll get a fictional man in real life. As her best friend i tried to tell her fictional men doesn't exist in real life but she is obsessed and doesn't listen to me.

"Well, he was asshole with ass. I am sure you would have hated him" i tell her.

"There you are wrong babe, i have a thing for grumpy asshole" she wink at me. I chuckled.  My bestie is definitely fan number one of grumpy asshole.

"Can't wait to see you settling with your grumpy man" i smiled. She shrugged.

"So how is everything?" She ask while her brows arched. My chest pain as she asks me.

Of course everything is fucked up. My life is messed up the day i drop out of the college. Like every other girl i had the dream to study and have fun at college but i guess Destiny had other plans for me and at the end of the day i accepted it.

Running this clothes shop was never in my mind but when my mother got diagnosed with cancer, i was forced to run this shop that my mother owned. I needed money and this is my only souce of income to feed my mother and cure her.

I had excepted my father to help us in difficult situation but guess what he decided to be ass and spend all the savings on drinking. I hate him for that and i hate myself more that he is still living with us because my mother loves him even if he drinks.

"Mia?" Jiya snapped me out of trace. I blink at her. She stare at me.

"Yeah" i clear my throat. "Everything is fine" i smiled but my eyes doesn't look at her.

"You don't have to lie to me"

"I am not ly-----"

"Mia i am your best friend i know your life is fucking you" she said. I shake my head. Jiya has a tendency to make everything look possible and speak whatever is going inside her mouth.

Translation: She doesn't give a fuck about anything.

And i love her for that. Her clarity in life, the way she is handling her life.

"Yeah my life is fucking me" sarcastic tone laces my voice.

"You can still enjoy it?" My brow raised.

"How?"

"When life is fucking you, just changed the position and enjoy it" i laughed so hard on that.

Well she is right. My life is fucked but I won't give up no matter what.

"Thank you" i take her hand in mine. She smiled.

"Here, eat this" she says while giving me tiffin filled with food.
I don't remember the last time i ate food. I think it was day before yesterday. All the money i earn is spent on my mother medicine and her healthy food. So I don't get enough money to buy vegetables and eat food.