unconditional love 💗

part - 5: Regret!!

Vikram 's pov:

All listing to the recordings .
I am confused. My mom said about her is all wrong.

I am confused now .
I am regretting my actions .
Now I am hating myself.
How can I face her .

I hurted her badly .
Is she going to forgive me ?

With all this thoughts entered the room.

Saw her writing some thing .

"Shree" I called her .

She instantly closed the book.

"Yes" she said in a innocently.

"Let's have dinner".

"No. I don't have an appetite. "

"No . U should have... come " .
I held her wrist gently pulled her out of room.

Made her sit on the chair.
She is shocked by my actions.

I served the food in plates

I sat beside her .

" Eat . " I said looking at her .
We started eating without making noise.

I will definitely win ur heart.
Ur is different from others.

I hurted u alot.
For my mom I wanted to marry that sarojini bitch .
Now I got to know her true colours.
I will never gonna fall for her .

Wify sorry 😞.
I will love you and protect u .

I want to say these words to u .
But it's not the right time.

After having dinner.
She went to kitchen to wash the utensils.

I am sitting on couch . Watching her every action.

I am curious about what she is writing in book.

"Shree r u done . Let's go i am sleepy" .

"Yes almost completed ."

I went to washroom do my night routine.

When I came to outside the washroom .
She is sleeping on floor.
I felt more bad .
Ahhhhh! I hate myself.

I went closer to her .
She is crying. OMG!

I went near Her .
Hugged her from behind.

She tryed to remove my hand .
It hurts.
Regret! Regret! Regret!
😔

Shree's pov:

I am trying to remove his hand.
He griped on my waist.
I hate the feeling.
Should I ask him to remove his hand.
Because I am uncomfortable.

"Can u remove ur hand" I said in a quiet tone .

He immediately removed.
Thank God !!

I wanted to sleep. But this cramps are making me crazy.

Uffff! Ahhhhh! I want to shout .
I can't take this any more.
I rushed into washroom.

My stomach hurts badly.
Should I take a pain killer.
But it's not good for my health.

But i can't take this.
Somebody pls help me 😭.

It's been 30 min . I am  in washroom.

Suddenly he started calling me in soft tone .
What am I hearing.
Are my ears working properly or am I imagining.

But i can't melt.
athamma did the same thing in afternoon.

I can't believe them.
They are good at acting.

"Shree. What happened. Open the door".he said.

I opened the he is standing near the washroom door.
"Heyy! What happened. Why  u too long. Anything  bothering u " he said in a concerned tone.

What an actor!
He should get an Oscar.
Best actor award goes to Vikram Kulkarni.
Just like his mother. I thought

"Nothing. I am doing my night routine." . I said.

"Ok ! Let's sleep. I am sleepy.'' he said dragging me.
He climbed on bed .
But should I sleep on bed .
What if he does those kinda things.

"Why r u standing sleep"he said with open eyes

"No ! I  will sleep on floor."i said going on floor.

Suddenly i feel like floating in air.
Wait! He just lifted me in a bridal style.

Made me sleep on bed covering me with blanket.
He went to washroom.

Author's pov:

Vikram went to washroom.
He feels something bothering her .she keeping her hand on her stomach pressing it tighly.

He saw the condom cover in the corner of washroom.

He picked it and opened the lid of dustbin to throw it.
He noticed the used sanitary pads.

He got the reason behind her uneasiness.

Immediately entered the room to see her continuously changing her postions .

He started googling about the period things .

He went to kitchen with out making noise .

He ordered hot bag ,some chocolates and chips . It came after 25 minutes.

He boiled the room poured in hot bag . Accidentally he burned his finger.

"I deserve it anyways" he cursed himself behaving like a jerk before .

But he wanted to change.
It's a good thing.

Vikram 's pov:
I made my way to our room.
Saw my wife continuously changing her sleeping Positions.
I went near her made her lay  flat .
She widened her eyes.
" We can't do that . "She said biting her lips.
Control!
"What r u talking about " i said in a confusion.

"That we did yesterday. We can't do that today " she said while avoiding my gaze .

She mean I want  to sex with her .

Immediately kept the hot bag on her stomach.
"It will ease ur pain." I said in soft tone.

Why she is shocking expression again and again.

"And here are some chocolates and chips. Eat them." I said looking into her eyes .

She closed her with relief.

I layed beside her maintaining some distance . If she might feel uncomfortable.

After sometime i heard some wrapper sound . I opened my eyes .
Seeing my wife struggling with opening chocolate cover .

I picked chocolate from her hand unwrapped it .

"Here"
She immediately pulled from my hand eating like a kid .
A smile formed on my lips.

After sometime she completed eating.
" Here drink some water "
I gave her she drank lay on bed peacefully.

I saw her hugging herself.

Should I hug her or not .
I will try atleast.
"Shree can I hug u " she nodded her head.
I immediately layed made her look at me .
" If anything bothers u pls tell me ok ".
She nodded.

Hugged her .

Promised myself to protect and love u .

I am thinking about how to win her heart.

I heard some snoring.
She slept peacefully.
I kissed her forehead .
She is looking cute 🥰.
But i never noticed it .

Eventually I slipped in to my dreamland with  my shree......

That's it .
How is this part .
I hope u guys love it .
See you guys in next part .
Bye good night 💤