After that day, Su Yufan slept in the dark dormitory for several days, as if he could never get enough sleep. When he woke up, it was pitch black, and when he fell asleep, he had nightmares. He could no longer distinguish between day and night.
Only on exam days would he get up reluctantly, carry his schoolbag and go to take the exam silently, and he didn't speak for several days.
There was no more sound in his world, which fell into absolute silence. He seemed to have become a large autistic child.
The last time this happened was when he was in primary school, when his father fell ill and passed away. He had a hard time accepting the new family that had just appeared, struggling between his longing for maternal love and his unfamiliarity with it.
But time will always wear away everything. He is now more rational and stronger than when he was a child, so Su Yufan believes that it won't take long for him to accept everything.
His last chance to cheer up came on the day after he finished his last exam, when most of his classmates started buying tickets to go home.
Su's mother also called Su Yufan and asked, "Yufan, when will your school have holidays? Your father and I smoked a lot of sausages that you like to eat for you."
Su Yufan just realized that he could go home, and he had to make a decision.
He replied, "I will be back in two days."
Before going home, he must see Qin Liantong again. He still owes her a confession. This is the only thing he has hidden from Qin Liantong, and it is also something that is always on his mind.
He was the one that night, and he had to tell Qin Liantong. In fact, he should have told her a long time ago, but he had been worried about the child. Now that he didn't have that worry, he could tell her openly.
Su Yufan was already prepared. He would not move even if Qin Liantong beat him into the hospital. It was his fault in the first place.
"That's good, that's good. By the way, bring your partner back for us to see. Your father and I will give him a big red envelope." Su's mother was still thinking about this matter and said happily. She didn't know what her future daughter-in-law looked like yet, but she went to the same school as Yufan, so she must be very beautiful and outstanding.
Su Yufan's heart sank when this matter was suddenly brought up. He paused and said slowly, "Mom, we broke up and I can't bring you back." His tone was flat, but it was the result of his best efforts to suppress it.
How could a mother not feel her son's emotions, let alone Su's mother who doted on Su Yufan?
She carefully comforted him, "It's okay, son. Didn't you say it's normal for young people to break up and get back together? You'll meet other people in the future, right?"
Su Yufan didn't want to talk. It was the first time he spoke in more than ten days. His mouth was stiff and he could hardly speak.
He suddenly said, "Mom, I want to drop out of school."
In order not to worry Su's mother, he tried hard to prove that he had thought carefully: "I found a good job with a good salary. I want to go to work, is that ok?"
He did not lie. During this period, the editor brought him good news that the film and television rights of his book had been sold, and the film and television company hoped that he could take over the screenwriter job, and the location was in Haishi.
But at this point, Su Yufan did not feel happy, but felt relieved. This opportunity seemed to be saving him.
He can go back to a familiar place that makes him feel real. He can continue to rent a frighteningly damp ocean view room, lie on the beach every day, empty his mind, or run like a fool on the beach. Wear flip-flops, step on the sand, and attend some offline bragging conferences of author friends, and he will slowly become happy.
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Where is the baby my little wife is carrying?[MTL]
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