Did We Love Eachother.....

Chapter 20

Jungkook came inside the private place which his father told...when he step inside his eyes roam around everywhere to see the perticular person who didn't he seem past two years....yes he seen Jeon before when they committed in to a important business party, when tae take him first time there, he saw his father...it was the first and last meeting with him after his father throw him away from there....

He saw some people's are sitting here and there and minding their own private talks and business talks...he again walk and saw a man was sitting in the middle of the hallway while sipping the drink with a silly smrik...his eyes catch the dark eyes of his father make him quickly look down with a sudden fear...

With a unknown trembling feeling his heated up body which was shivering without any proper reason went infront of the man who stood up and came infront of him....

Before he could process anything he engulfed in a heavy arms which was totally death' shock to him ..it was the first time his father was hugging him this much tightly and warmthely in his entire life....

His numbed body come to a trance when he hear the deep yet soft voice of his father make him too much shock and also weak ....

Mr Jeon- forgive me baby, forgive your appa who did a biggest mistake in his entire life and make his own little one go far away from him...(he said with his sad yet emotional voice make kookie eyes get wet, it was a awaiting day for him in his life when his appa again come and embrace him and calling him baby....it was too much to him to take in his eyes, his mind didn't remember the hell he get in his little age, he had enough to make his little heart happy after hearing what his father said...not knowing how much cruel and manipulator is his father was...

He don't know about his father creul side where tae also didn't said, not wanted to make his baby sad and cry thinking about his father.... so in his whole life he was thinking his father got misunderstood everything and throw him thinking his mother cheated on his father...no one said the real truth to him what really happened that day, only somethings he knows whatever this man said in that times ....so it wasn't his fault when his pure heart can easily forgive when someone will ask about the forgiveness from him when they did mistake and they are in guilty...and here it was his own father  who abused him when he was so small but still his heart was melting when his father ask the forgiveness...

But did he able to gave the forgiveness that easy to his own father, who didn't care when his mother died infront of their eyes and this man didn't care to save her and lock his step mother in the room...he still don't know how his mother died but only some of the small visions are playing infront of his eyes which make him hurt more... after his mother death this man abused him like lifeless...and beated his mamma and this man seperated him and his mamma while throwing him away....

So did he still forgive him for that creul side which he showed to them ...maybe his guilty will go far away when he forgive this man but what about them...what about their pain in their heart and body....how much this two souls suffer in that hell, did all will vanish away, hell no....he hurted him in his little age and make it worst because of that he went through this much worsted condition....

If he was standing infront of his father today then only one person was the reason, it was his husband....his tiger, if his tiger was not with him then today he have life in his body but there will be not any soul....

His mind was totally running in two way, he don't know which he will choose now, his eyes was getting blur because of the tears but still he maintain to talk with the man while broking the hugg and standing a little away....

Jk- I know you wanted my forgiveness, and I'm willing to gave that....(he said make Jeon smrik with his victory) but what about my pain, my hurts, my lonely life, my worst health, my panic attack....which you given and which I still encountering...(he asked with his head low make Jeon fit his fist) And my mamma, who you banned to see me...what about her pain ... Everything was making me to feel....you never deserve my forgiveness....(he said make Jeon eyes darken,his hands was ready to choke the boys throat) But in this world everyone deserves a second chance to change and love others... so gave me some times to forgive you, I can't take a decision in that sudden.....