Broken

27

Afraid to fall in love~

The new morning begins and yn gets ready for her office even though today is Sunday.
Her outfit

Going downstairs she was met with a sight which if she would have seen years ago she might have smiled and mumbled'cute'but not anymore.

In yeop standing near the sofa,with phone in his hands..messy hair,sleepy eyes and in pajamas.

Yn didn't say anything and straightly went towards the door,the clicking sound of her heels gained his attention.

"Angel!!am i dreaming?"he rubbed her eyes slowly and leaned forward to seeing her.
'cute'her inner voice spoke but words didn't reach till her throat of course she did not allow.
He isn't cute she warned herself.

"Its you angel!good morning"he spoke with his charming smile,which would have surely made yn's day back then.

She ignored his greetings and looked at him from head to toe making him aware of what he is wearing.
He awkwardly laughed and rushed to his room.
Yn sighed and went out of the mansion.

A message popped in her phone while she was working on a file, ignoring it she continued working.
One more message.
Ting another message.
Rubbing her temple in frustration she checked the mobile.
"What does he want?"it was from eunwoo.
'princess you went without eating breakfast'
'its time for lunch now,have you eaten ur food?'
'dont skip meals like that sweetheart'

Something in her heart melted but she couldn't forgive him never ever.
'fuck off'she typed and switched off her mobile concentrating back on her work.

She neither ate her breakfast nor her lunch.she might have eaten her lunch but since eunwoo asked her to eat her lunch she would not....

Reaching back to Kim mansion she took a deep breath not wanting to see those people's faces.
Entering the hall she was met with the entire family,Mr Kim initiated the conversation saying"did you have your lunch princess?"
"No Mr Kim"saying this she left from there to get freshen up.

"I told her to eat meals at time but she didn't listen why taking off her anger on food"eunwoo sighed.

"She might be hungry I will make her favourite dishes in dinner"Mrs Kim said smiling.
"Mom i will help you"Jin joined Mrs Kim for making dinner.

After the dinner,yn sat alone on the terrace gazing at the stars.
No moon in the sky...
She felt someone sitting beside her,she looked at her side to find Eunwoo.

"Won't let me have some moment of peace"yn spoke bitterly.

"Came here for peace itself"eunwoo spoke smiling at her.
"Your smile is annoying"yn muttered but this didn't falter his smile,he even smiled more widely.

After a few minutes of silence, eunwoo spoke"baby when will you forgive your oppa?"
"You didn't forgive me for the mistake I never did for years how do you expect me to forgive you for the mistake you did?"she spoke calmly
Eunwoo sighed and hold her hand"shout at me,punch me,hit me but don't bury your emotions princess,your voice is calm but what about the storm inside your heart?let it out... please"

Even after many years of separation he still understands her...
Yn jerked off his hand and spoke"won't it be an easy punishment for you?"
"It might be but now it's an harder punishment for yourself"his voice desperate and painful.

"I don't care about what I endure i enjoy when others heart pains"she spoke with an emotionless face.

"You were not like this yn nor you are now,you are just pretending to be a villian of your own story, don't do it"

"Why? A villian is better than a hero who is a fool"she taunted him.
He sighed sadly and whispered"you are hurting yourself which hurts me more"

"I am enjoying it"she said smirking staring at nothing.
"What?"he asked amused.
"I like misery especially yours"she replied staring at him.
She has turned herself in an real villian.
"You hate me that much?"he asked,his voice trembling.
"I hate you to moon and back"she repeated the same words he said to her.
He let out a sad chuckle hearing her.
"Karma is a bitch isn't it?"He asked gazing at stars.
She let out a chuckle and looked at him"you are so weak"

"What can I do?my only strength hates me turning into my weakness"
"What did you use to do about your weakness in past?...kill it so what's stopping you now?kill your weakness"
His eyes widened at her statement.
"Yn what are you saying?"he asked,he fisted his hands to control his anger.how dare she thinks like this?
" Got a bad self control brother"yn said reading his anger.
"Don't say such things again,I am warning you yn"
"What would you do?you can do nothing... nothing"she replied in monotonous tone.
"Baby look at me,be angry with me forever,hate me as much you want but never ever think of leaving me...I beg you don't do this to your oppa"It sounded so painful that a normal person might have cried or forgiven him but not her though it somehow made feel different in her heart but her mind had different plans and she has learnt to make decisions from mind and not heart.
"You call yourself my oppa?"yn said after a moment of silence.
Silence prevailed after her question.
Gathering up his thoughts he replied"even if you don't want to buy still I am your brother,same blood runs through our veins"
"I will block those veins for sure"she spoke gritting her teeth.
"Don't spit nonsense sense yn"
"As much I hate you i also hate the thing that we share same blood,same father"Her voice way too bitter for her own ears.
"Hate me as much you want,I can wait forever until you forgive me"
"Then keep waiting forever"...

The next day she kept herself busy with loads of work,the last night conversation still fresh in her mind.
It was around 11 pm when she thought to return home.
In between of her drive the rain started pouring,weather turning cold and Stormy.
The risk of accident became even more as she was drunk.
She has high alcohol tolerance but today she got drunk...she wanted to get drunk.

She pulled breaks immediately as a car came infront.
Her mood was sour and now this,she came out of her car ready to kill that person.
The another person also came out of car and to coincidence well not coincidence it was in yeop.
"Why are you every where"yn shouted frustrated.
In yeop noticed her drunk state.
The Rain has transformed her, making her more stunningly attractive in this vulnerable state.
Her hairs clinging to her face,eyes half closed,she is a masterpiece painted by rain,a moment suspended in time.
Both her beauty and vulnerability leaves and indelible mark on in yeop's memory.
Her movements unsteady yet graceful.
Time had stopped for in yeop as he captured her beauty in his eyes.
Her dress drenched and clinging,it molds to her curves- a canvas for the rain's artistry.The fabric become translucent, revealing the contours of her body.

He takes steady steps towards her as she was about to fall.He quickly wraps his arms around her waist preventing her from falling.
She looked at his face with her half opened eyes and pinch his cheeks.
"Y-you are real"she spoke hiccupping.
He smiled at her cuteness and nodded his head as yes.
She removed his arms from her waist and stand still on her place but it was difficult as she was wearing heels and the alcohol doing no good.
"Why did you drink so much?"in yeop asked concerned.
"None of your business"she spoke trying to balance herself.
He sighed,she is still rude even if she is drunk but this is what he loves about her, honesty.
"Come I will drop you home,you can't drive like this"
"That's not home"she spoke angrily.
'she is more feisty while being drunk'he thought.
"Fine I will drop you at Kim mansion is it ok?"he corrected his sentence.
"No no no I don't want to go with you I hate you i hate living there i-
In yeop cuts her off placing his lips on hers.
He smiled as she kissed her back though he knew she isn't in her senses right now.
But he cared less  as he just wanted to cherish this moment and carve it in his heart.

Huff!!a long update
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