"𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒" followed by Chasing Love is finally here!
One year ago, Samanun Freen vanished without a trace, making Mon devasted and heartbroken. Just as Mon thought she was getting better, Samanun reappeared. Stran...
To Myself, How many scars did you justify? Just because you love the person, holding the knife.
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To Mon, I had to kill you. but it killed me just the same.
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"Have you ever been so attached to a person that their slightest change in behaviour feels like a thousand tiny daggers piercing your heart? Maybe you have, maybe you haven't. But I have. And my life has never been the same since. Just when I thought I was getting better, the call last night shattered everything all over again. Will these sufferings ever end? Will I ever be happy again, like I once was?" -
I healed. Or that's what I thought. Thought. Mon closed her journal with a sigh, the pages holding her deepest pains and questions. She slipped it into her backpack and headed downstairs, each step feeling heavier than the last. 'Sweetie, your breakfast?' her mom called, concern lacing her voice. 'Um, I'm not hungry, Mom. I'll go first.' Mon glanced at her mother, offering a faint smile that didn't reach her eyes. Mrs. Patricia felt a pang of worry at her daughter's sudden change but decided to let it pass. Mon often skipped breakfast, lost in the whirlwind of her thoughts. On her way to college, she met Lily. 'MON!' Lily called out, her voice a bright spot in the morning gloom. But Mon was too weary to respond, her heart too heavy to muster a reply and decided to walk alone to college. Lily also shrugs off, as she knows what Mon was going through, maybe somewhat. 'Just another day and it'll be all over with.', Mon sat at her table, continuously assuring herself. Sigh. A while later, her friends joined her but Mon...wasn't really in the mood to talk. All she wanted was to go somewhere quiet and solitude. The bell rang, echoing through the halls, as students shuffled back to their seats. Ms Nixya entered, greeted by a chorus of voices. 'Students, I have news for you. We've got a new stud...' I was lost in my thoughts, my journal's ink-stained pages absorbing all my attention. - I barely registered the announcement until a familiar voice shattered my reverie. My pen slipped from my fingers, clattering to the floor. My heart pounded in my chest, a wild drumbeat against my ribs, yearning to burst free and shout a thousand unsaid things. But I couldn't move. I was paralyzed, breathless, my eyes wide with shock. 'Hello, everyone! I'm Samanun Freen.'
