🎭Diary Au📔 (solarballs)

The Planning

A/N: still at camp... The power is supposed to go out tomorrow so... I'll see how that works.. still dying! No WiFi... So sorry if they r out of character I can't rewatch solar balls to check things, so still sorry.

Mars pov:

I've never seen the Earth as the "writing type" but you know it's helping him so... That's good.
I'm thinking the person I should ask about what's going on is Mercury, since the him and the Earth seem to have some kind of meetings. I would ask Luna but he would get suspicious of me... I really feel like I'm making this a way bigger deal than it really is, I think it's not a big deal—? I'm heading towards Mercury and Venus spots me. He stops me.

No ones pov:

"Hey what's the deal with you— I've never seen you so... I don't know, stressed?" Venus said not really caring just wanting to talk to someone.
"Uh oh— nothing! Just on my way to talk to Mercury you know? I feel like all the rocky planets should be friends..." Mars said part of what he said was true, why shouldn't all the rocky planets be friends.
Venus starts to obviously get suspicious but he'll bother Mars later about it.

"Well I'm just gonna go play cards with Earth... Bye I guess." Venus said now leaving towards the Earths orbit.

Mars pov:

Man what am I doing. I— I shouldn't be doing this, im not this kinda planet. Fuck. I stop half way to Mercurys orbit and reality starts to really set in. I start to rethink everything, but then I think. If I was going through whatever he is going through he would do the same thing to me, I think. I start to keep going, I'm all in no turning back now. If he doesn't trust me that's fine. I'm not doing this for him, im doing it for me... I need to know. See look I'm not the only one who thinks this way, if you knew that someone you knew had a diary that had everything you want to know about them you'd want to steal it right!... Right...?

Venus pov:

I'm genuinely curious about what's going on with Mars... Not really like I care. I just never seen him act like that, he usually chill or whatever. I guess... You know what who cares, I'm just gonna play cards with Earth. It's not like he cares about me, yeah... I shouldn't care about what HE does.

I arrive at Earths orbit, he's just chilling with his
moon.
"Hey Earth." I finally said after waiting for him to speak first, he obviously didn't.
"Oh hey Venus! Whatcha up too?" The Earth said noticing me in his orbit.
"Uh nothing, just tired of Mercurys face, so wanna play cards—?" Venus said just getting to the point.
"Sure, I played with Mars earlier but I guess you can't have enough of space poker! Oh speaking of Mars do you want to ask him to join?" The Earth said looking over to Mar's orbit after saying that, then he realized Mars wasn't there.
"Oh uh... Where is he by the way—" the Earth said turning back to me shuffling the cards.

"He's going to visit Mercury or whatever, it was something like, 'all of the rocky planets should be friends'. I honestly thought they were friends already, but who cares." I said. Yeah WHO does care. People should be care about me more, how does Mars want to be friends with MERCURY of all planets—!?! I noticed that Earth got a little nervous but not totally just uncomfortable—? Who cares not me! Me and the Earth decided to continue playing space poker for the rest of the night (Earths Time).
In the morning I decided to head back to my orbit and the Earth decided to get some sleep.

I tried to sleep even thought I don't sleep at this time but I just wanted to sleep. Sleep all this thinking away. I want to escape...? I feel like I'm becoming what he was, maybe I am.... What's so bad about that, he got treated with respect. Maybe it's time for planets to respect me.

Mars POV:

I arrive at Mercurys orbit. I'm a bit nervous that he'll catch on to me. There I go again treating this like a high class mission or something, it's not that bad. I think it's not that bad... I hope it's not that bad.. I'm just curious, really! I cant let anyone know, I'm not that kind of planet. If anything Venus would do some kind of stunt like this stealing and lying, but he's expected to doing stuff like this. I'm not, I'm not like that.

I see Mercury and head over to his orbit and we haven't really talked that much so I hope this won't be too awkward. He's talking to the sun and I kind of interrupt them after they stop talking for one second.

"Hey uh Mercury... Can we talk.?" I say trying not to be awkward since we haven't talked a lot like I said.
"Sure!" Mercury said excitedly, he's glad that he has someone else to talk to. So Mercury and I head over somewhere away from the sun so we can talk somewhat privately. We both turn to face each other and he talks first.
"So uh what do you need?" He said hoping that we could just hang out or play cards. I wish I could but I need to do this first. After he finishes talking I answer, "Its about the Earth... He's been acting weird and I wanna know why he keeps having meetings with you, are you guys friends or something.?" I say really wanting to know, genuinely curious.

"Uhm... Sure you can call us 'friends' whatever. But uh all I can say is that I'm helping him get better." Mercury said disappointedly, I could tell he just wanted to talk and play cards with me. Sorry, I feel bad for not being able to do that right now with him, I will later though. Just me and him.
"Sorry..." I say speaking my mind.
"It's fine— you have nothing to be sorry for." Mercury says realizing that you could tell that he was upset. I start to leave wishing I could stay but I have something to borrow.

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