As i turn I see the therapist lady.
Mindy please stop I'm sorry,I shouldn't have pryed on you like that. I should have been more gentle and more easy going.
It's whatever I'm not coming back so what you're saying doesn't matter to me I say with suprisingly feeling a little hurt within.
Mindy I just wish you would give this a try I've seen so many kids like you end up in terrible places.
Leave me the hell alone im fine,I say with uncertainty knowing that I'm not okay and I am scared for my future.
Mindy just please come tomorrow and I'll be here 9am. I'll leave my number here on the ground if anything call. I'm here anytime you need me.
I look back and she turns away going back into the building. I start to walk away but have this feeling of my chest to stop and get the card. I look around to make sure no one's watching and grab the card quickly and run.
Walking back to the house I think to myself. I don't understand why I react this way. I say the wrong words that I don't mean. I want help,I want to become better,but most of all I just want to become happy. But,something inside of me makes me defenseless when it comes to sensitive topics like that. I just need to try and motivate myself is all.
Reaching the house,I feel overcomed with saddness. I open the door to see no one around,like usual. Dad is probably out getting wasted again. I don't mind when he's not here its actually the best time of day for me. I rush to my room grab my pocket knife,corona,and cigarettes from my drawer. Walking to the bathroom I feel a bit upset at myself. But,more so I feel good. Inside the bathroom I drink and smoke to help soothe the pain,and for what's coming next. I lay down in the tub taking my pocket knife out pressing the point to the middle down to the wrist of my arm. Blood slowly creeping down...
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Epic teen romance
Любовные романы18 year old Mindy has convinced to herself and everyone around her that she is perfect and happy in life. Until she slips and finds herself facing her past. With the help of an unlikely ally Mindy soon figures out true happiness is attainable withou...
