The human within

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The rain hammered against my window, each drop a tiny drumbeat echoing the frantic pounding of my heart. I wouldn't have been so nervous, woudn't have been staring into the mirror with such a mixture of dread and fascination, if it weren't for the vial in my hand.

It was an emerald green, almost luminescent, and held within it a liquid that shimmered with an iridescent sheen. It was called aether, a substance rumored to be brewed from the very essence of the creatures lurking in the shadows beyond the city. Aether was said to have the power to bridge the gap between the human and the monstrous.

My reflection stared back at me, a face I barely recognised. The lines of worry etched themselves deeper every day, the graying hair at my temples another testament to the countless nights I spent consumed by the idea. I wasn't happy with my life. It felf safe, predictable, like a dustly old book with pages that  had long since curled and cracked. I yearned for something more, something raw and primal, something that would make me feel alive.

I took a deep breath, the vial trembling in my hand. The idea of becoming monstrous, of shedding this mundane existence, was terrifying and exhilarating all at once. I was a scientist, a creature of logic and precision, but the primal urge to break free from the shackles of humanity was too strong to resist.

I uncorked the vial, the scent of damp earth and ancient magic filling my senses. I hesitated, then tipped the liquid onto my tongue. It tasted like bitter moss and cold stone, the sensation swirling down my throat, igniting a fire in my belly.

The world started to warp around me. Colours bled into each other, sounds became distorted, and my reflection in the mirror contorted into a grotesque parody of my own face. I felt a surge of power coursing through my veins, a primal energy that both terrified and enticed me. My bones cracked, expanded, reshaping themselves into something more formidable. My skin, once smooth and pale, now prickled with a strange, iridescent fuzz.

My scream was a strangled, animalistic roar as I collapsed onto the floor, pain ripping through my body. It was a transformation that tore through my very being, a brutal reshaping of my humanity into something... something else.

When I finally managed to pull myself up, I could barely recognise myself. My eyes glowed with an unnatural yellow light, my teeth had sharpened to fangs, and my hands had become claws. The monstrous part me, the part that had been dormat for so long, had awakened.

The worls seemed different now, the familiar sights and sounds distorted by my newfound senses. The city lights, once a comforting glow, now felt like a cruel mockery of the darkness that pulsed within me.

I knew what I had to do. I had to go back to the source, back to the shadows beyond the city, to find out what this  transformation meant, to find out what I had become. 

The city streets, once, so familiar, were now a labyrinth of shadows and whispers. I could feel the eye of the city watching me, their fear and disgust giving me a strange sense of power.

I didn't run, I didn't hide. I walked with a newfound confidence, the rhythm of my heavy footsteps echoing in the silent night. The rain had stopped, replaced by a thick, suffocating fog that clung to the city like a shroud.

The city walls seemed to shrink, the buildings pressing in, their outlines blurring in the fog. I could hear the hum of the city, the rhythmic beating of its heart, and I knew I was on the edge of something terrifying and beautiful. The city was just a shadow of what it once was. I was a shadow of what I once was.

The monster within me was not a creature of destruction, not a mindless beast. It was a creature of change, a creature of adaptation, and I was its vessel. And as I walked towards the darkness beyond the city I knew that the real transformation had only just begun.

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