mlp CMC angst AU

go away (apple bloom focused)

Apple blooms pov:

I can feel the bags under my eyes, I just wanna fall asleep right here on the spot where I'm walking. The saddle bags on my back are weighing me down, if only I was as strong as applejack and big mac.

I get to an apple stall at a market with applejack, she looks just as tierd as me.
"Thank you apple bloom, just big mac to go, then well be ready" she sighs, wiping some sweat from her forhead with her hoof, this was the 1st market she was fully in charge of.

Sweetie belle comes running out of her house and over to us
"Apple bloom, hi, I haven't seen you in ages" she squeaks
"Yeah, the farms busy, go away" i muster up
"Go away?" She quotes
I stay silent...

She walks off
"Apple bloom, why don't you have the day off? Me and Big mac can handle this, you should go with your friends" Apple jack says
"But I'm meant to help, this is always so busy and without... you sure?" I quietly say
"Yes, go find sweetie belle sugar cube" she chuckles

I walk off, I feel myself falling asleep as I walk to the farm, I get to the farm, I see a tierd big mac. I walk past him and to my room.

I look at my bed, fluffing it up. And curling up into it. I take goldie delicious's bandanna off my head and I just cry into my bed.

Apple jacks pov:

I'm as tierd as apple bloom, but I've been working alot longer, I really hope I'm doing the right thing doing this market, I can't let her know we're running out of money

I see big mac walking over, half asleep, I quess were all alot more tierd then we realised.
When he gets close I ask him "big mac, am I doing the right thing doing this market"
He turned away, silent, he hasn't said a single word since granny died, not even his normal eyep and enope.

I go to say we should pack up and go home, but pony's start coming over, one of them being twilight
"Apple jack, big mac, you both look so tierd, do you want some help?" She asks kindly
"Well, that's mighty kind twi, but you don't have to" I mutter up
"Apple jack, your exaused, go home and let me handle this" she calmly says. I want to fight bag, but she's right, we need to go home
We silently start trotting back to the farm, twilight goes behind and is selling apples.

I walk back to the farm, I walk into apple blooms room, she's fast asleep. I go into my room, granny's old room, I sit down on the floor and look out the window, just thinking of when she was alive.