Jungkook entered his house wearily. Bam barked as he walked in, and he smiled as he patted him.
"Are you hungry?" he asked as he poured dog food into his bowl. "I saw her again, but it's never good to see her. She is always hurt, sometimes worse. That man is a monster." Jungkook said as bam ate his food, he caressed him."For once I want to meet her in a good condition, and not panic when I see her. It's difficult to treat her, I am always confident with my skills and treatment but with her, I fear I might do something wrong or hurt her." Jungkook sighed looking down."I wonder how she must look with a smile, or how her chuckle must sound, or how the atmosphere around her must feel when she is extremely excited and happy. Or how she must look all clean, with no bruises. I wonder how her eyes would look without fear and essence of pain, she wants to give up but she is holding on, maybe for her daughter. I want to feel how she loves someone." Jungkook kept on talking."I feel some connection with all of my patients but what I feel for her goes beyond that. I know it's wrong but she is not happy with him either." Jungkook said sitting down.
There was a knock on the door, Jungkook stood up and opened the door to find his father with a smile.
"I finally found you." He chuckled and Jungkook clenched his fists.
No matter how many times Jungkook changed his apartment he would always get to him.
He was an abuser roaming around freely, he abused Jungkook all his life because his mom died giving birth to him and he loved her alot, Jungkook ran away at 16 finally, his father didn't take his responsibility ever anyway.
"I am going to file a restraining order if you keep troubling me." Jungkook was about to close to door when his father pushed it.
"I will go away, just give some money to me." He said and Jungkook scoffed.
He wasn't going to give him any money now, earlier he would do that to get rid of him but he kept on coming each time, he did gambling and worked for illegal people now. He was in ruins.
"Are you kidding? I gave you 1 million wons last month, and you promised to never bother me again, now I won't give anything to you. I don't have anything to do with you, I am no one to you." Jungkook crossed his arms."Get lost before I do something." He threatened and his father chuckled.
"You think you are a saint yourself? Don't provoke me to remind you anything that has been passed." Jungkook glared at his dad and grabbed his purse and threw some money on his face.
"Get lost." He gestured him.
"I will come back once I need the money again or else I can ruin your life." He smirked as he threatened him and walked away.
"Argh." Jungkook threw things away in frustration before he sat down as his hand bled.
It felt like his past would keep following him around.
On the other hand Ria sat leaning on the bed as she covered herself in the blanket while Taehyung slept peacefully.
He would get mad at her if she didn't respond or participated during sex, he hated to feel like he was forcing her and that she didn't like his touch, so he would hit her in anger.
He would start off normal and then gey pissed and become rough on her, deliberately leaving marks on her so she would respond with screams rather than cries.
She was on periods, and she had terrible ones, she would have very painful cramps and it was hard to even walk because her whole back and both legs would hurt, but he didn't care. He just wanted to have a son.
Taehyung's mom cheated on his Dad and he watched his dad suicide in her love, he hated his mom and he became unfaithful of every woman.
His father set a good example of husband for him and his mom set a terrible example of a wife and mother for him.
She was ignorant to him and her husband but Mr. Kim always loved her passionately and trusted her blindly and took care of her as if she was a glass doll.
He would work day and night to work hard and get his wife everything she wanted while she didn't even care about him.
That made Taehyung understand one thing, women didn't stay with their partners if they loved them immensely but would not have the thought of leaving them if they are hurt and scared to a great extent.
So with his wife that he loved, he didn't make that mistake, he didn't give her the chance to even explore other men, he might not feel love for Ava, but he knew one thing, Ria was going to be bounded to him forever just because of her.
She wouldn't even try to suicide and since she had a weakness now, he could easily threaten her or abuse her all the time. She wouldn't think of leaving him since she knew he would find her one day and kill her daughter as a punishment.
"Stop crying, you are ruining my sleep. I will choke you dum if you wake me up again." Taehyung throwing the glass on her in his sleep.
"I am sorry." She covered her mouth as she cleaned the broken glass pieces.
She had learnt to take the pain quietly, no one really cared about her tears anyway.
She closed her eyes as she cut her hand in the process, who would heal her wounds?
She wore her clothes and walked out as blood dripped down her hand, she could suicide but leaving her daughter on the mercy of her monster father and world, didn't fit right to her, she would tolerate all this just to keep her daughter safe and protect her all she can.
