Kiyanah's P.O.V.
I have a lot of problems, I have depression, suicidal thoughts, daddy issues, I cry a lot, I beat my boyfriend, I take Percocets, Xanax & MDMA & I smoke marijuana. The reasons are my mom's dead, my dad left me & my past boyfriends. Also, I try to kill myself often.
I was crying in my room because a lot's going on in my head right now. My dad texted me on Instagram. He said "Hey". I texted him back and I said "I miss you so much". "I miss you too, and the family, Kiyanah. I apologize for not being there for you, I heard you were going through a lot", he said. "It's okay, I'm just glad your back now", I said.
Also I got black & blonde faux locs the other day but right now I have them tied in a bun with some hanging out & I just had my baby, his names Kielon.
But back to my problems. I'm on the phone with my ex Jermaine. "Okay, that don't mean call me and tell me to kill myself", I said. "Who are you on the phone with?", Jada, my best friend, said. "Nigga, you catching an attitude cus you wanted to call me", I said. "We're not a couple, that ended a long time ago", I said. "Bra, I know you not on the phone with wassaname", Jada said. "I'ma call you back bro", Jada said. I started crying. "What's wrong, best?", Jada said. "I'm just so stressed out", I said. "Tell me why?", Jada said. "I cared for these niggas and they don't even care about me, like I'm gonna kill myself right fucking now", I said. "Nooo, please don't", Jada said. "Just leave me alone right now", I said. "No, I don't want you upset and I don't want you killing yourself", Jada said. "What do I do then?", I said. "Go to therapy", Jada said. "My therapist doesn't do shit", I said. "I just need to call my boyfriend right now", I said. I called Act. "Yo", he said. "Hey baby, can you come over?", I said. "Yea, I got you", he said.
He, TrappGleesh, Sasha, DB MoneyWick, Jasmine & GBGLILACTIVE came over. "You not gone beat me again, is you?", he said. "No, I just really need you right now", I said. "What's going on now?", he said. "My fucking ex just called me and told me to kill myself", I said. "Oh nah, where he stay at?", he said. "Don't even bother pulling up on him", I said. "Well, don't kill yourself", he said. "Exactly, he jus bluffin", GBGLILACTIVE said.
