Confessions

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"Why do you need to look at me through a screen when here I am available 24x7 for you?"

Peat jumped at his place, ending up throwing his phone on the hard marble floor, creating a waterfall on the screen. Fort immediately went to pick up the phone "I am so sorry Phi, I didn't mean to scare you, I will take you to buy you a new phone in the evening I am sorry Phi." Peat stretched his hands and held Fort's neck and pulled him in. "Do you really think this is the time we discuss how to get a new phone?"

"Huh?" Fort looked at Peat confused and flushed as their lips were just inches apart, his knees touching Peat's inner thigh which felt hot. Heat ran down his throat as he gulped from the nearness.

"After what you did two days ago when you were drunk, is this what we are?"

"What did I do Phi, I don't remember."

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Two days ago

11pm

Peat's office

His phone rang and his husband's name flashed on the screen. He had just completed his last meeting and was actually planning to walk back home as the weather was nice and Fort had a plan to meet his friend which meant he won't be able to pick Peat up from the office.

"Hello"

"................"

"Hello"

"................"

"If you don't have anything to say I would cut the call."

"What do you like the most? And what do you dislike the most?"

"What do you mean Fort? Why do you sound drunk?"

"You know what I dislike the most, my mom pushing me to go on blind dates. And what do I like? Umm. But you know I dislike that restaurant in front of your complex, you keep getting food from there but it's not healthy. But You don't need to anymore, because I will cook for you, always. Do you know what else I hate most, your scars, the scars you hide from me, the scars you don't want to show me, will you show me your scars?"

"Why do you want to see my scars?"

"I want to know how many times you needed me and I wasn't there."

"..................."

"Peat.."

"........" He was smiling ear to ear.

"Wasuthorn, I don't want to call you Phi, I want to call you husband, in front of everyone. I want to claim my ownership on you. And I want you to do the same."

".............." Peat smiled with a small sound.

"Wasuthorn, you are priceless to me, since the day I first met you, since the day I first laid my eyes on you I was yours, but if you want to have me to throw me away is your choice. You are the best and most beautiful thing in the world. I want to give you all the best things in the world, things you want and things you don't want, I want to give you all."

Peat laughed softly "How much did you drink?"

"Peat, my baby, we are married, we have been married for a long time, I love you. I want to give you the best marriage you deserve, Something you have always wanted from your ex-boyfriend. I want to give you that" and then Peat heard a sound which seemed like Fort must have tumbled on the table. "Childish" Peat smiled while talking to himself.

After 20 minutes his phone rang again "Hello Khun, I am Fort's friend. Can you please come to pick him up from the bar or give me your address so that I can drop him off? He is not telling me your address saying it's a secret and he won't tell anyone."

"Sure I will go, send me your location" Peat answered.

When Peat reached the location shared by his friend he found a sleeping Fort on one of the tables in an almost empty bar. He walked near the table and shook Fort "Fort wake up, let's go home."

His friend also nudged Fort "Bro wake up, your husband is here to take you, it's late, you need to go home."

Fort immediately woke up and looked up at Peat, he gave Peat the biggest smile and said "This is my princess, my goddess in here." and he wrapped his hands around Peat's waist in such a strong pull that Peat almost tumbled over him.

"Bro, let him go, he will fall."

"No he is mine, don't touch him."

His friend looked at Peat and smiled shyly, "He loves you a lot."

Peat felt a little embarrassed but said anyways "Yes I know, he told me."

"Please love him if you can, even though your marriage isn't a real one, maybe you can re-think, once your contract ends in a few months I don't think he will be able to live without you."

"Me too, don't worry. I won't hurt your friend."

They walked till the car in silence, Fort's once hand resting on Peat and another on his friend Joe. Fort kept murmuring "I love you" in Peat's ears.

After putting on the sofa and removing his shirt he brought a blanket covering his husband, turned on the AC in the hall and kissed on his forehead. "Maybe next time tell me that you love me when you aren't drunk, I will think about it."

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"Fort!! When are you going to confess me that you love me?"

Fort's eyes went wide in shock. "Phi"

"You said you don't want to call me Phi anymore, You said you want to call me Peat, Wasuthorn, honey and all."

"................." Fort has never felt so speechless in his life before.

"Ok you idiot, because you have already confessed even though it was a drunk confession but people say they are the most real feelings so I accept it. And I will give you the answer you dumbhead."

"Phi...... Ah Peat."

Peat pleased a finger in Fort's lips to stop him from speaking.

"I love you too. I miss you also, when you go for work out of the city for 1-2 days and sometimes I miss you like I wish I never met you because maybe then the lack of you wouldn't feel so heavy, wouldn't cut so deep. Maybe if I had lived in darkness my whole life I wouldn't miss the sun's kiss on my face......"

Before Peat could finish his lines Fort leaned down to his lips and kissed them.

"I love you, I love you from the day I met you, I saw you and I knew it was you, it was you that no one else worked out like it should, it was you why I was in that party, all along it was you. The day we got married I promised myself you will be the only one I marry even though you decide to give up on me, I would never. I Love You so much that sometimes it hurts when you are near me but I can't have you, I can't actually say that you are mine."

Peat pulled Fort in a kiss and kissed him like no tomorrow. Biting, nibbling, pulling his lips making it red. Fort pulled out of the kiss "Peat, you need to eat, it's lunch time."

"Right now I just want to be eaten by you,"

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