Cut through me || Richie tozier angst|| might have reddie||

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*!¡may contain ed, suicide mentions, and self harm in some episodes¡!* maybe not this one but idk

                                   *richie pov*

I jolt awake to the sound of my dad's truck leaving the driveway I sigh "another shitty day..." I get up reluctantly and get ready for hell...

I put on my glasses and head out on my bike. Once I get to school I meet up with the losers "what's up Eddie spaghetti?~" I tease and think about why I even act like this "don't call me that" Eddie responds.

        -the rest of that convo isn't important!
                  Time skip passing period 6th&7th

I walk through the halls trying to make it to math on time. Not that I care for it, I just don't want to have to walk to the office for a tardy slip. SLAM! I feel a harsh pressure on my shoulder "watch were your going tozier." I hiss in pain and try to ignore it."fucking bowers...." I whisper under my breath.

I make it to class right before the bell rings and I sit in my seat. The teacher isn't here yet so I wait quietly lost in my mind. Until I hear the door open and close. I sigh knowing she'll probably call me out if I zone out like i usually do so I stay alert.

Halfway through class my eyes start to feel heavy but I keep them open knowing that class is almost over, and I can go home soon. At the same time I dread going home to my father and mother, sure my mom can be nice but she reeks of vodka. And second, my father... he has bad anger issues and needs to let it out sometimes...it mostly ends in violence and if I'm lucky only a slap.

RING RING RING

Great I must've spaced out. I grab my stuff and leave being carful to not put pressure on my shoulder since it still hurt pretty bad sense bowers hit me. I can already tell it's gonna leave a bruise. I couldn't care less tho, my father hits way harder and I will be lucky today if he has to work overtime again.

                 Time skip- at home

I walk in to see my mom passed out on the couch. She most likely hooked up with some random dude while drunk last night, but I couldn't care less as long as she's not passed out on the floor or the lawn I'm fine with it.

I head to my room, the losers wanted to hang out today but I lied and said that I had chores. Well half lied, i do have to clean my room and bathroom but the reason I actually refused was because I wasn't updated on my dads whereabouts today so I had no idea what time he gets home. Cuz he just got his work schedule change. So it's best if I just wait in my room for him to come home.

**A/N I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WHAT THESE EPISODES SO IF YOU HAVE  ANY IDEAS FEEL FREE TO SHARE**

**499 words excluding this and a/n**