Broken But Beautiful..

Chapter Seven

CHAPTER SEVEN

| EVARA |

Today is my mehndi, actually if you say na then that cringe line," Am gonna apply mehndi of Rudra's name..." But don't why am feeling like am cheating him... I told him all about my worsts bit I never mentioned about this marriage..

According to Mr and Mrs. Sehgal's wish, Inaara and Ahvi are sitting on my head to get me ready but here I am lost in my thoughts..Thinking for a while, I picked my phone up and dialled Rudra's number, thankfully he received in a go and spoke,

"Hello.."

"Rudra I need to meet you,now.." I said..

"But Evara abhi mehndi hai, how can we??" Said he..

"Rudra it's important..it's about our lives,please meet me at Picasso cafe..don't go inside just stay out in the car..please come.." I said,my tone was sounding bit vulnerable, I don't know why my emotions get so high...

"Okay, okay..we are meeting..would be there in 20.." Replied he.. We both ended the call and then I took the spare keys of my car from my cupboard drawer and climbed down through the pipe in my room's balcony perks of being more of sports person, saying Ahvi and Inara to handle all..

Somehow,hiding from gazes of the people out there, I sneaked taking my car and reached the exact location and found Rudra was standing there leaning on the bonnet of car.. As soon as he saw me, passed me his wonderful smile, even I gave him back a small smile as usual..

As soon as I reached near him, he said,

"Kya hua?? Something important yaa bas mere bina raha nhi jaa raha tha??" With a teasing smile, he said the last sentence..

I don't know but seeing him teasing me,my lips bloomed into a smile,even this time I didn't blushed, actually am indeed a shameless person in such matters like what else can you expect from me when all my life I had guy friends and we use to tease each other to the hell.. So yeah..

"Umm..Rudra..I..actually.." And saying this much I paused abruptly without even realising that I said his name for the first time until I saw his surprise yet happy expressions and seeing that gave him a questioning look..

"It feels surreal and so good to hear my name for the first time from your mouth.." He replied with a smile and don't know but my lips for the first time in the recent days, bloomed into a full blown smile.. But then thinking about the upcoming storm,my smile faded and I decided to speak the thing aloud now without wasting the time..

"Umm..Actually Rudra, am not interested in this marriage thing but my parents are forcefully getting me married and more of that, my mom..Actually,I hate marriages and that love thing...I denied that in the first place but still my mom, didn't lemme go against it, and don't know why but I gave up thinking the thing would get finished and I might get some peace.."

My voice faded at last and I took a pause, seeing him Standing there all devoid of expression but then his eyes flared up in the anger as soon as I said,

"Am really sorry for that..I didn't had any option...umm,if you want you can call this wedding of..."

Hearing me off this time,he cut my sentence of and spoke angrily,

"Evara, don't you think you should have let me know this in the first meeting itself?? First chodo, you could have told me this at the care on our second meeting but rather than saying main thing you should went on saying your worst..now I get everything..like kyu tum humari pehli mulakaat par chup thi,humesha bas point to point baat..kabhi kuch initiate na karna, humesha ek chup rehne wali personality bane rehna...tumhe nhi lagte you should have told me this much before, atleast before our engagement??"

Anger was radiating out of his body,I was shit scared of his further reaction now but still I was deep down unconsciously hoping him not to break this alliance, I don't know why but may be just because he understands me, and that too everytime unlike others except for Inara..

"Tumhe ek baar bhi khyaal aaya k tum humare future mai kya laa rhi thi?? Sawaal hum dono ki zindagi ka tha,atleast mujhe pehle bata deti..but nahi tumhe toh yeh sab shit lagta hai..shaadi koi khel nhi hai Evara, it's damn a responsibility,it's a pure relation between two individuals bounded in the sacred relation and love..But nhi tum kyu samjhogi??" He spoke with much anger than before, and somehow his loud tone was enough to fill my eyes with unshedded tears but I knew better than to shed them and hence controlled..

"Shaadi...hmm..saara panga toh shaadi ka hai..toh karte hai shaadi,even you would get how then how the marriage without any emotional relation feels, love toh dur ki baat hai..Toh ab taiyaar rehna shaadi k liye.." He said in anger, and even slammed the bonnet on his first sentence and as soon as he ended his talk, he left from there, while I stood there still shocked but hurt.. This hurt that I was experiencing was because of the hurt I gave him.. I was angry on myself for hurting him.. But then,my phone rang showing Inara and hence I left the place..

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