Fuckboy || s.w

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~SAM~
I wake up and realize that I'm still in Aria's bed. I get up and see that she's still not awake. She's wearing my t-shirt because she wanted to. I get up and I accidentally lifted up the covers and see her cuts. My eyes get watery and my breath hitched. I didn't know she did this. I will kill that bastard. I'm the fuckboy? Like bitch no. Be gone. I see her wake up. "Hey cutie." I say giving her a kiss. She smiles and goes to the bathroom.should I tell her it ask her? I see the time and it's early it 6:00 I figured we would be really late to school so I didn't bring it up. I'm ready and I guess Aria is getting ready rn. "Aria hurry up!"i shout. She giggles. Gosh she's so cute.

~ARIA~

We get out the house and hop into my car. "Aria? I have something ver serious to tell you." Sam says being really serious. "Yes Samuel." I say. "Why have you been cutting yourself?" He asks trying to sound as serious as possible. "Um Sam we need to get to school." I say walking out and avoiding the question. We get in my car and go to school. We walk into the office. "So I heard your going on tour with the jacks and Nate." I said sounding a little sad because I'll miss Sam. "Yeah but I can bring whoever I want." He says smirking. Fuck!!!!! "Oh." I say and we walk to the front desk. "Names?" She says bluntly. "Um Samuel wilkinson and Aria Hastings." Sam says. "You're late." She says. This bitch. "We know that." I spat at her. She gave me a glare I rolled my eyes. I can't fucking wait to graduate. She gave us our slips and we walked to class. Sam pulls my arm and he pulls me to the side. He kisses me. "Will you do me a favor and go on tour with me?" He asks. I nod eagerly. He laughs. "Let's go you ass." I say trying to punch him. We get to class. We open the door and eyes are all on us. "You're late." "We fucking know." Sam and I whisper to each other. I giggle. "Take a seat." I give a fake smile and Sam and I have to separate because we're not allowed to sit next to each other and we have assigned seats. I take my phone out and text Alison.
TEXT CONVO
ME- hey.

Alison- why were you late?

Me- you wouldn't understand.

Alison- why were you with Sam?

Me- why can't I be with him?

Alison- never mind
End of convo.
I just ignored how they don't let me hang out with Sam then I get out in a group text with Andrea and Rebecca.
CONVO
ME- what the fuck do you guys want

Rebecca- stay away from Sam you slut.

Andrea- yeah stay away from Nate too

Me- go choke on dick. Sam and I can be friends if we fucking want. And Andrea you were the second choice. Lmao😂. I would be so embarrassed. And have Nate I don't even like him anymore. Have fun bitches.
I turn my phone off then flip Rebecca and Andrea off.
*******

Class is finally over. "Sam?" Rebecca says i ignore what she is going to say and walk out going into the lunch courtyard. I don't really eat so I just go to our table. I sit down not noticing who's already here. "Aria I'm sorry." Nate says. "Yeah yeah whatever just get your crazy Girlfriend away from me. Okay?" I say/ask. He nods. Finally Gilinsky is here. "Jack can we go for a walk?" I ask he nods. Nate just gives me a confusing look. "I don't know if I can do this anymore." I say looking at him. "Come on your my best friend you can't do this to me." He says. "I can't be strong anymore. I just can't." I say. He hugs me. "I'm here for you." He says. And kisses my cheek. We start heading back. We sit and everyone is here. "Hey." Jack and I say together. "Where were you?" Sam whispers to me. "With Jack." I say. "Why" he asks. "Sam you don't have to know everything." I say. "I kinda do." He says smirking. Dick. "Then why were you with Rebecca?" I spat at him. "Um you don't need to know." He says I get up and leave.

~GILINSKY~
You could tell Sam was getting on Aria's nerves. She got up and walked away. "Hey I'm going to go to the um bathroom." I stutter. I get up and see Aria crying. I run over to her and hug her. "I just can't." I hear her cry out. I hug her tighter. "Come on let's go." I say. We get up and walk to another table far from where we sit.
********

School is over and I feel really bad for aria. What the fuck is wrong with Sam. "Call me if you need anything." I say to Aria and hug her really tight. She walks to her car ignoring everyone even Sam. "Dude what did you and Rebecca do?" I asked Sam far more than pissed at him. "We kissed but I didn't pull away and I liked it." He says looking at the floor. I'm going to lose it. Wait I already did. I punched and and he fell on the floor. "you better wish our fuckboy." I say and walk into my car ready to go home.

           ~ARIA~
I walk home just sad. I'm all alone. I go in my bathroom and pulls my knees to my chest and just cry. I cry for a couple more minutes then take out my razor. I'm so fucking done.
3 for being me
2 for being worthless
1 for never being loved.
I clean them up. I get up and walk over to my bed and lay down and just cry. I get a phone call from Gilinsky.
   CONVO
Me- hey.
G- hey u okay? You sound like you've been crying.
Me- yeah.
G- I'm coming over.
Me- okay.
~SAM~
I felt really bad for what I did and said to Aria. I'm such a douche. I get a text from fucking Rebecca. Great.
COVO.
Rebecca- hey;)
Me- hi.
Rebecca- can I come over.
Me- Rebecca I like you but no as much as i like Aria. Now just leave me alone.
Rebecca- whatever. You know you like me.
~GILINSKY~
I get to Aria's house and knock. There's no answer so I just walk in. I walk into her room and see her asleep. "Aria?" I whisper shaking her gently. "Huh? Oh hi." She says. "Sorry I was really tired." She adds. "It's okay go back to sleep. I check the time and it's 12:00pm. At least it's Friday. "Hey it's late can I stay?" I say she nods. She's so cute. Wait Jack your her friend stop. I walk over to the futon in her room and get comfortable. "Jack and you sleep with me I just don't want to be alone anymore." She says. I nod and walk over to her bed and lay down drift ring into deep sleep.
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Omfg the sawzz (John swift) feels are real rn.

This was over 1,000 words so yeah.

But hi long time no see.

It was so fucking hard to type with one hand.

Bye. Hope you like this.

P.S Thanks for 1k reads. Love you all

-xoxo Samantha.