Regret

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Jungkook's hand freezes in mid air hovering just inches from yours as his eyes  widen in shock.He pulls back slightly, pain attached into his features. "A break you mean, you want to take a break from us?"

"Yes"you said with hoarse voice while keeping a stone on your heart.

Jungkook's face falls at your word his hand dropping back to his side as he takes a step back. Disbelief and heart are attached into every line of his face, tears streaming down his cheeks."What..... What are you saying? I don't trust you?"

"Yes you don't, you never trusted me jungkook, you never saw me as your wife, you never loved me ,you always showed me a cold shoulder at home as well as at work. I never felt the love I have been yearning for for a year, when I waited for you every night you just ignored me. When I love you, you never reciprocated my feelings, you are always cold to me, I understand jungkook that we are arrange but you never try to work on this marriage it's only me and my efforts which you left alone. Now I can't take it anymore ,it's painful ,its hurting jungkook "you said while sobbing hard.

Jungkook's voice crack as he shakes his head ,his hands coming up to wipe furiously at the tears that obscure his version"No..... no that's not true ,I do trust you ,I do love you Y/n"

"No you not if you ever loved me you would not dare to doubt me and ask for the paternity test".

"No Y/N I love you ,I have already fallen for you for your efforts, every time you waited for me I felt happy, but I don't know how to show and about the test I am sorry, I am really sorry. I asked for the test because we didn't planned it and...."he said with broken heart and his eyes red-rimmed, glistening with unshed tears.

"And what jungkook"you asked curiously. You feel overjoyed of his confession but it is hard to understand him now as you would never forget the pain he caused you.

Jungkook remain silent as he had no explanation for his deeds.

Taking a deep breath you said "it's better, if we apart from each other".

His entire body seems to crumple at your words, his shoulder hunching as he sinks to his knees in front of you. His hands reach out, grasping at your legs as he looks up at you with a broken, pleading expression"Please....... don't do this, please Y/N".

"I have to, this is best for me as well as for my baby"you said while shedding tears as your voice cracks.

Jungkook's sobs stop briefly ,his head snapping up to look at you with wide broken eyes. He shakes his head slowly, the pain in his expression almost Palpable." No.....no, it's our baby. It has my blood and my features".

"Oh really"you said dramatically with red rimmed eyes. "You had doubted me jungkook you doubted my love for you".

Jungkook expression crumples, he looks at you pleadingly. He reaches up to take your hand in his, pressing them to his chest." I know I doubted you....... But I didn't mean to I was just scared".

"Scared of what that I cheated on you" your eyes filling with the fresh tears.

Jungkook face fall his hand tightening around yours. He shakes his had slowly, biting back a whimper."No..... I was scared of losing you, of losing our baby. It was never about you cheating on me". His knees hit the floor as you pull your hands away, his legs crumbling beaneth him as he looks at you with the broken expression. He reaches out toward you, almost begin."please..... I am sorry ,I love you. Don't leave me".

Not listening him anymore you leave him there with the thumping heart whispering goodbye to him which he clearly not listen because of his miserable state.

Jungkook tear fall harder as you pull away, leaving him alone on the floor. He reaches out toward you, his voice breaking as he cries out. "Please.....don't leave me .I need you".