"I love you" but it's fake||Muitan||Demon slayer

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~'|Chapter 11|'~
"Kanao Tsyuri"
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~'|Warnings|'~
This chapter contains....
Boy x boy
LBGT
Bad spelling
Some bad Grammer
Small angst
Fluff
Side ships
My ships
Muichiro x Tanjiro

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~'•"Tanjiro's pov"•'~
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When she spun that bottle, I immediately froze when it turned to me. I didn't want to kiss my ex, even if I missed her, missed her company and every time she said she loved me, even if it were never real. It felt so wrong, so wrong to even look at her and want her in my arms like always. I couldn't bring myself, I wanted to say something, to leave the game, but yet, she didn't even let me answer. She stood up and walked over to me, grabbing my face and she kneeled down.

I felt Muichiro's grip grow tighter, hinting signs of jealousy. "K-Kanao..I.." I felt myself whisper before she leaned in, it may look like she kissed me from other's perspective, but in reality, she didn't. Instead she whispered in my ear. "Tanjiro...I want you to meet me in Zenitsu's bedroom after this game....okay?" I nodded and she pulled away, leaving me speechless and she said back down. Her face is red, both from embarrassment and shame..

Quickly though, Zenitsu thought this interaction ruined the mood the game and we all stopped playing. Zenitsu made sure to deeply apologize to me, and I assured him everything was alright. It really wasn't though, the thought of my ex kissing me would just break my heart. It would bring back memories, memories that weren't made for me...made for someone else who shell actually love.

It didn't matter, because in the end I fear I might start developing feelings for Muichiro soon. So maybe, if Muichiro likes me back, I would be able to be with skmeone who loves me. Suddenly, I felt Kanao grab my arm and stare into my eyes. Her eyes were always so beautiful, full of pain, lies, and gentle hope in them. She dragged me down the hallway while everyone else was getting ready to watch a movie. She closed the door behind us and locked it.

I was scared, what was she wanting to do with me in private? Did she...?"

"Tanjiro...I wanted to tell you something. I understand you don't wanna talk to me, but you ...you promised we can be friends. I can't stop thinking that you might want me back! To go back to how we used to be but I can't! I know you love Muichiro now but I...I can't help but wonder are you only doing this to forget about me, to forget about everything we've been through together...you only...I felt so small...and I know you heard those rumors bout me and Genya! But I-I."

"So they really were true weren't they? You were going out together and falling in love even if you told me you love me and were with me...?"

"That isn't true! I just-"

"If they weren't true...why didn't you tell me anything..?"

"Tanjiro! Listen to me for once! I get it! You hate me! You have Muichiro now but I can't help but wonder...what dkd you do to yourself! I never meant to fall in love! I never meant to hurt you so that's why I avoided saying anything! I wanted to understand! To still be friends! I never loved you because you aren't for me....your for Muichiro...I could sense it...and I helped you! If it weren't for me saying anything you wouldn't have fallen for him!"

"Kanao...here's the truth...we aren't together...I don't have feelings for him..I still had feelings for you around the time we pretended to date. I pretended to date him...because I was mad...he was mad and we thought you were dating Genya behind my back this whole time so we thought...if I show you I didn't care about you anymore...you would get mad and jealous...because I was supposed to make you love me...but I never had to courage to do that to you...but I and the thought of it for a little...I know it was wrong and selfish of me to do such a thing..."

"Your wrong but! Your right! I'm jealous! I acre about you but not in that way! I always thought you were up to something! I just wanna forget this! I only saw you as a friend...well as for Genya...I actually felt connection but it wasn't meant to be just friends...when I look at you and Muichiro there is a romantic connection. So when you told me you loved me, I was scared I was gonna break something that was meant to be. So I lied, I didn't want to hurt you but. Because of me I got you into this mess, and I'm so sorry...I should have told you from thr start...but I wad like you..scared to say rhe truth..I don't wanna hide anything from you any longer"

"I understand... but...I feel like this whole thing is the only thing that brought us togy...I can't imagine how it would be if we stop now and..."

"Maybe...you can make your pretend relationship a reality...here... I'll help you...

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~'•"Thanks for reading"•'~
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